Loki Imagines ((Discontinued))

Insecure

Thank you @bellehiddson for requesting! So sorry it was written so late. Its a bit different to what you requested but I hope you still like it

This is a Tom Hiddleston x reader imagine just so you guys know :)

Warning!!! Just so you lovelies know theres some pretty harsh talking about body issues. If this triggers you please do not keep reading! Also slight smut at the end ? And angst
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(Tom's POV)

"Were finally here love" I say while walking into the suite we had gotten for our honeymoon

I put down the suitcases I had in my hands and walked over to my now wife, (Y/N). I wrap my arms around her waist and rest my head in her neck leaving light kisses there

"Hey, shouldn't we go unpack first" She says laughing a bit when my beard tickles her neck. She tries to push me off but I grab her wrists

"One more minute and then we can start unpacking" I say looking at her and then going back down to her neck leaving a trail of kisses

"Come on Tom...w-we really should go unpack" She says and walks off towards the bathroom seeming quite nervous

(A week or so later)

It's been incredible these pasts few days with (Y/N) by my side. We've done mostly everything we can do here, everything but the beach. We haven't gone there just yet. Everytime i suggest it she try's to change the subject. I also noticed she hasn't been showing her beautiful body much, she just wears baggy shirts and jeans

I was going to have none of that today. I decided that today we were going to go to the beach

"Love?"

"Yes?" I hear her voice say from the bathroom

"Were going to the beach today, is that okay? " I ask, I knew the answer but I'll try and insist a bit

"Uhm...can't we do something else?" She asks popping her head out the bathroom and looking at me with her brows raised and a nervous expression

"But darling we haven't gone there yet, we've done everything we can do here...everything but go to the beach, you know how much I like the beach so...please?" I explain

"I ju-" She tries to say something but I cut her off

"Love there's something wrong isn't there?" I ask walking up to her and hugging her

"I just I-I don't feel comfortable i-is all" She says but I heard her voice crack and saw her teary eyes

"(Y/N) what is really wrong darling?" I say wiping the few droplets of tears that were on her face

"Tom...I'm not comftorable with my body" She says looking at me with worried eyes

"How so?" I ask

"Its just, so many people have amazing bodies and mine isn't as good and I ju-" She tries to keep talking but the only thing that comes out is a chocked sob. I hug her, and try and calm her down a bit before she can keep talking again

"Go on darling you can say it, let it all out" I say trying to encourage her to say a bit more. Just to understand what's been on her head lately

"I don't like my body Tom, im not pretty, im not fit. I look horrible in every way possible. When I see other people like your past girlfriends or anyone in general I honestly don't know how you picked me out of all the beautiful people you know" She says sobbing into my chest. By now my shirt had patches of tears but I didn't care

"Love...(Y/N) look at me please" I say trying to get her attention

She looks up and I start talking, saying everything I had on my mind

"You are the most beautiful thing I have ever seen in the whole entire world. In every way shape and form. Do not compare yourself to other's darling. I picked you for a reason. You support everything I do, you make me happier then anybody else. Im the most happiest man when im with you. You are the most perfect person in the world and don't think that you aren't. And if you still think that way then I'll have to show you how beautiful you are" after I finish my whole speech I look at her and chuckle a bit at her expression. She looked like a deer caught in headlights

She stares at me and im caught by suprise when she grabs me by the collar of my shirt and kisses me. I close my eyes grab her by her waist, kissing her.

"Thank you Tom" She says after we pull away. A light blush dusts her cheeks and I couldn't resist kissing her again

I pull away just for a second to say something

"Now let me show you how much I love you"

...I suppose the beach could wait a bit longer

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917 words (whew I haven't written that much in a long time)

A/N- honestly this was quite easy to write since I relate 😅 but it was different to what I usually write since I don't write that much angst but I really like how it turned. I've had writer's block and artist's block these past few days but thid helped the writer's block lusen up a bit so thank you @bellehiddson for requesting!

~bye bye loves!

July/7/18