Hello, everybody!
I wrote some pretty long rant about my mind being shitty to me, but deleted it, for it got too dramatic and awkward. Weelp.
So instead I will say to you — remember to take care of yourselves, guys! Eat healthy, drink water, take your meds, sleep, check if you're on data or wi-fi, do something nicento yourself. Aand remember, you're cared about :v I care about y'all. At least those of my readers.
Self care is important so do it or I'll kick your arse 💙
Ughh.
I'm kinda struggling with random panic attacks for some time, which are small and last usually for minutes (except of when it develops), but it's still annoying as hell. There's fear, uncomfortable feeling and pit in a stomach for no real reason at all. I overthink too much and annoy myself. Pfft.
I'm having too many emotions, and they all get tangled into each other, and the walls close around me, I'm falling down and.... Ajwjdidkdkd.
God bless it's short and meaningless after all, but if it keeps happening a lot, happening pretty often, it just makes your arse bored of this. :| You want it to be gone.
I'm working on those hopefully.
But this situation makes me feel like a child a bit. I crave for attention, affection, and love. More hugs and people caring. I wasn't this clingy before, but now it's like a bullied kiddo that just wants a hug. Hug? ;vv;
No, I'm feeling pretty good now tho. Just wanted to say this 💁
Oh, and those ugly thoughts of my mind are called Maciek.
In other news, I'M HAVING GODDAMN KILLER HICCUP FOR HALF AND HOUR NOW!!
AAAAAHHH.
I'll go to sleep, thank you for attention, curtains down c:
Goodbye, y'all!
~Anaria
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