47 | The pain lingers on...

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Hello, everyone!

Oh, damn...

Okay, my sweet lil' winter break has ended and I have to yet again face the reality.
Winter has also slapped me in the face because it's literally -15℃ here for a past few days.

Fuck I'm not ready for Gulag, winter, please.

...I'm really tired. Can anyone hug me?

Damn, I realised, how internet friendships are valuable for me. Kinda love you all, guys ♡

~

Now, a few life updates and a song rant.

1. I've baked chocolate cookies.

CookieMonstaJoj, take one, for you love cookies and you'll need them

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CookieMonstaJoj, take one, for you love cookies and you'll need them. Have my cookies as a support.

You can all take them actually XD

2. I've got a credit card, and it's nice, and I hope I won't spend all my money on books like in one week.

I feel more mature with this shit. XD Wowowo mature Anaria

3. I ate Jalapeño burger.

4. I have no more life updates.

~

Okay, also, I've forgotten how much I love The Wall, so I listen it on repeat recently and like... all the feels came back, kicking me and reminding, how much I love this masterpiece and how much i love Roger Waters.

We can't forget about The Wall.

I listen to "Goodbye Blue Sky" and I just can't stop thinking how this song reminds me of Jannik and Ulrich... let me explain... from my interpretation...

It, naturally, refers to the war, and in my mind, to the point when two of them were separated. Jannik in camp, Ulrich fighting.
Instrumental is sad, even dark, paranoid, reminding of a dry, futile ground, destroyed by the WW2. Beautiful world, that has been gone.

Then we have lyrics:

"Look mummy, there's an aeroplane up in the sky"

This can represent sweet, innocent times, so far away, when airplane meant something happy for them. Now it means terror, bombs, death.

Fun fact, Jannik is afraid of planes and flying.

"Did you see the frightened ones?
Did you hear the falling bombs?
Did you ever wonder why we had to run for shelter when the
promise of a brave new world unfurled beneath a clear blue
sky?"

It's Ulrich's situation. He saw the terrified people, he killed many terrified people, he saw bombs, pain, blood. He questions Hitler's propaganda and seemingly perfect world, when this man faced the war's worst mask.

"Did you see the frightened ones?
Did you hear the falling bombs?
The flames are all long gone, but the pain lingers on."

It's Jannik. He also witnessed terror, cruel machine of war consuming its victims, but from the opressed ones' side. From the frightened people.
Jannik was eventually freed from the camp's hell, but memories still crave in the man's head, not letting him forget. Never.

War is over, but scars are forever.

"Goodbye, blue sky
Goodbye, blue sky.
Goodbye.
Goodbye."

They've seen blue sky, they've been happy together beneath this blue sky. But war turned their sky into gray, happiness is gone or at least seems impossible... soldier and victim in a camp. So much pain.

The music, the song, portraiting their tragic situation in dark notes and tone.

...I love Jannik and Ulrich, you know? c":

Next one, I'll talk about how '39 reminds me of them, because it's actually their theme.

💔💔
~

Now have me with my precious sketchbook to lighten up the mood

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Now have me with my precious sketchbook to lighten up the mood. Look at those stickers.

And...

Ask me questions.
Now. Anything you want.

Because~

And remember, we have to praise Roger Waters.

Goodbye, y'all!

~Anaria

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