Nothing But Hate ▷ THIAM

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DUNBAE💩😻 • SCOOTER🐺💖

DUNBAE💩😻
ummm... scott

look i know that i upset u and that u probably don't want to talk to me but

i feel so lost and so alone and i feel like i'm trapped between four walls with no one to turn to and i just

i've never felt so alone and god... i just really need someone to talk to and i don't feel that i can do that with anyone else

SCOOTER🐺💖
oh liam i'm so sorry if u took me deleting u from the groupchat the wrong way

i couldn't put up with anything and khloe is in her third trimester and we were moving in but i love u liam and i'm ALWAYS here for u

DUNBAE💩😻
i feel like i'm suffocating and i feel so weird and like i'm going to explode

i've never felt so depressed in my entire life

SCOOTER🐺💖
why... aren't u and cass doing good??

why aren't u talking to her

DUNBAE💩😻
cass is amazing an i love her from the bottom of my heart but...

i think when we started dating i was i that puppy love stage and now i can't talk to her about anything and my heart is so heavy and i...

i just don't know what to do anymore it's just something inside of me and i feel like i can't tell anyone i just

i can't anymore

SCOOTER🐺💖
look liam, if you want to tell me, i'm here to listen and i won't tell anyone but if you don't want to i will totally understand and i'm still here for whatever and whenever

DUNBAE💩😻
no i want to talk to u and i want to tell u everything but i've kept this inside for so long and i can't believe that i'm finally saying this out loud but

i...

i think that i like theo

like romantically like as a boyfriend and i want to hold him and kiss him and...

god i'm so depressed about it and i just don't know what to do oh my god

SCOOTER🐺💖
well first you're going to take deep breath

so u like theo... again, you don't have to tell me but

are you gay?

DUNBAE💩😻
that's the thing

i don't know WHAT i am

i mean i liked cassidy as a girlfriend and i like theo and want him as my boyfriend but i don't really have a label that sits right inside of me

like bisexual doesn't feel right and gay doesn't feel right and god i swear i don't belong anywhere

SCOOTER🐺💖
i've gotta say i've never been in ur situation but i think that u just kinda have to find what's right for u, or u could choose not to label yourself and just to admit to yourself that u like who u like and leave it at that

DUNBAE💩😻
for someone who hasn't been through this themselves, you have definitely put me one step in the right direction

i mean, how do i tell cass that i don't want to be with her anyway

how do i tell theo that i DO want to be with him

even though he's dating isaac

oh god oh god

SCOOTER🐺💖
first things first, you're going to breath

and second, you just have to take it one step at a time and that way you'll think more rationally

DUNBAE💩😻
i'm so sorry scott

SCOOTER🐺💖
for what? it's never a problem helping u liam

DUNBAE💩😻
no i mean for being such a bad person to deal with during a time where i should have been there for u like you've been there for me through this

SCOOTER🐺💖
what do u mean

liam what r u talking about

DUNBAE💩😻
i'm talking about u becoming a dad

i'm the godfather and i wasn't even invited to the baby's gender reveal party

SCOOTER🐺💖
oh god liam i'm so sorry about that

it was a whole mess with khloe and then derek and cassidy

look it was just a whole thing but trust me

i really wish that u would have been there which is why i'm going to let u in on something that khlo and i have been planning but u can't tell ANYONE

DUNBAE💩😻
okay i swear

SCOOTER🐺💖
we've been planning like a baby shower party, and we actually want u to be at this one

and i think that i can find a way to help u out

DUNBAE💩😻
what do u mean

SCOOTER🐺💖
i think that i can find a way to make sure that theo will be there

you don't have to tell him that u like him or anything but i've heard that theo hasn't been the same since u guys stopped talking so

maybe sort out the friendship first, and then work on the other part

DUNBAE💩😻
scott i can't thank u enough

not just for the baby shower but... for everything

SCOOTER🐺💖
it's not a problem to do things for the people that u love

and i hope that u find what ur looking for

✧･ﾟ: *✧･ﾟ:*

AAAGGGHHH BABY STEPS. i swear i love liam so much in this chapter😇