• Bts Angst •

「 jimin 」

"What is happening..."jungkook and yoongi was confused

I sighed..i guess i have to tell them

"She is ill..."

"Does jimin know?"

"No he doesnt..please dont tell him"i said "you need to tell him he's her brother!"

"No...she told me dont tell him no matter what...because she didnt want him to worry"

Jimin's POV
I stayed at my fiance's apartment

And at the morning i came home

And i was angry asf...i was supposed to propose to her last night

I slam the door shut and i looked for y/n

"Y/n!"I shouted her name

"Oh j-jimin i-i--im sory d-didnt c-come last n-night"
Y/n's POV
"Im sorry"i said "what the fvck y/n?!what happened?!why the fvck didnt you came last night y/n?!you know i was supposed to propose to her!"he angrily yelled

"I-im sory jimin...last night i was b-busy--"he cutted me off "busy?!what the freaking hell y/n?!i know your not busy!"he shouted and my eyes started to water but i stopped my self from crying

"I-im sorry"i bowed "LAST NIGHT WAS SUPPOSED TO BE SPECIAL!UNTIL YOU FVCKING RUINED EVERYTHING!"he shouted and i felt my cheek hurt...

He just...slapped me right across the face

"DONT YOU KNOW WHAT YOU HAD DONE?!"he yelled

"WHERES THE FVCKING RING?!"he shouted and i shkily gave it to him

"You worthless piece of sh*t!"Then he left...

Thats when my tears started to burst out...

"I-im s-sorry"i cried...

He hates me now...because of my stupidness...

Last night has been ruined...because of me..i did nothing but ruined everything...

Im sorry jimin oppa...i cried silently

I brought my hands to my face and continued to sob and cry

"I knew it...im worthless..im just a worthless piece of sh*t..."i wiped my tears...

Im done...

I went upstairs...i stared at myself...i want to fvcking die...i look so ugly...i look like sh*t

"I-i...i hate myself..."i sat down sobbing again running my fibgers to my hair screaming

"ARGH YOUR SO FVCKING STUPID Y/N!"i screamed

"I-..."i cant anymore...

I took out my blade...i started to cut...slowly watching the blood drip out of my wrist...

My mouth was shut my eyes wont stop from bringing out more tears

I drop the blade on the floor and went on the bathroom...

I cant stop from crying...until i felt myself having a problem to breath..

I felt myself crying again

My hands slowly reached for the pills hidden on the mirror...

I took multiples of pills and swallowed them all...

I just want to die..

Once again...i felt myself got more heavier until i fell on the ground...

Slowly...my eyes closed...

Finally...i can die...so jimin oppa wouldnt have a problem anymore...

And so he wouldnt have a worthless piece of shit around...

(Guys...im crying rn..i dunno why..maybe its because i can relate from the blades and stuff)
Jimin's POV
After i left...

I dialed jin's number..."yo jin hyung...lets meet up..i want to talk to you...meet me here at starbucks"i said sighing

"Okay okay be there on a sec"

I sat down and ordered our drinks..i already know what jin hyung wants so i already ordered for him

After 10 minutes he is already here

"So jimin what do you want to talk about"jin hyung asked sitting down and taking a sip on his drink

"Its about y/n-"when i mentioned y/n's name he choked on his drink

"Yo hyung you okay?"i asked then he wiped his mouth "y/n?!HOW IS SHE?IS SHE OKAY?!DID SHE DRINK HER MEDICIN--shit..."he face palmed and sat back down

"What do you mean?"

He coughed "nothing"he says avoiding eye contact

"Jin hyung"i sternly says his name...because its obvious that he is hiding something from me

He sighed .."okay okay...y/n.."

"What about her?"

"She's ill...""WHAT?!"i shouted furiously standing up

"Yes...she's ill-"i cutted him off "WHY DIDNT YOU TELL ME?!"i yelled not caring about the people looking at us

"Jimin calm down...people are looking"

"How the heck can i calm down hyung?!i just knew that my fvcking sister is ill!and i didnt even knew a thing or a clue about it"i shouted

Then it hit me....

I had hurt her earlier

"Shit"

"What?"he asked "we need to go now"

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"Y/n!"my eyes immediatly started to water when i saw a pool of blood on the floor in her room

And i saw a blade

Then something caught my attention

I quickly went to the bathroom

"OH MY GOD!Y/N!no no no no....p-please n-no"my hand was shaking touching her cheek

"P-plea-ase n-no!"i cried and jin hyung immediately called the ambulance

I was a crying mess

WHY?!

"Please no!pl-lease y/n!w-wake u-up!"i cried

Please no..this is all my fault...all of my fvcking fault...

I hugged her...holding her...i cried and sobbed...praying for her to wake up...but she wouldnt wake up...

"P-pl-leas-se..."

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