7-10-14 Update

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I seem to just be updating latly. and i also only seem to write when im in a bad mood. well this makes my life seem suckier than it really is. I made this for it to be easier for me to write my feelings but i just become more aware that this is going on the internet. Well i guess its okay.

Its summer. Which means no school, but it also means no friends or what i gues would be considered friends for me. Since I have no activuties i stay home all day. I dont step foot outside. I usually get pretty depressed this time of year just because i realize how little friends i have if you could even consider any of them friends.

It also gives me more time to myself, to think, to overthink. 

Well whatever. Pushing my feelings aside as usual.

Well this saturday im going to my brothers god parents house. Last saturday was carlos eduardo's birthday he turned 3. So adorbs. And then the next day was Mathas birthday. I know cousin and aunt birthdays are consecutive. So 2 partys in a row.

Well that sunday i met guillermo. He's a friend of martha. well the son of a friend. and well he happens to be my age. I kinda like him but dont. I mean hes not very good looking. I mean not ugly but yeah maybe.

Well weve benn taling so yeah fun.

so now... i dont know where i was going with that.

Well i need a dress for my brothers graduation. Martha is goign to go with me to buy. I think my dad just doesnt want to shop with me because he says im too picky. Im not picky he just picks out the ugliest clothes ever and he says its cute. Sorry im not 7 anymore nor is it early 90's to dress me n loose jeans a polo shirt and tennis shoes. No no, no no.

Well im not too close with martha so ill see how it goes. Im alright with being picky around my dad im used to it but with marta its a bit embarressing. I dont know when though. the graduation is on the 25th. But i guess itll be alright

it is summer so that means not leaving the house so i guess nothing interesting will happen.

Iguess i could still write in here. Ill see.

Bye bye

paolaoxoxoxoxox

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