If only

Part 23

Beca's pov
Ahhh why do people have to have feelings? Why does my stomach i dont know tingle when I'm near her? Why is it her? How do I stop it? Do I want to stop it? All these things have been floating through my mind ever since I saw her again at the hospital, it's all I think about at night because I can't sleep anymore, I was diagnosed with insomnia around 6 years ago and I haven't had a good night sleep in about 6 years, and now I'm back it's even worse. It's about 12 o'clock and I want to send a message but I just don't know how, ok let me try this again
Hey Chloe, it's beca would you like to grab a coffee?
No no no all wrong
Hey Chloe, it's beca wanna grab a coffee?
Ahh what ever I'll send is and hope for the best. After about 5 seconds my phone buzzes
Hey beca, it's Chloe I would love to grab coffee where did you have in mind?
Success, although I haven't thought this far along yet,Umm I would love to go to the cafe but paparazzi don't leave me alone, I know
My place?
I hit send and wait for a reply but I don't get one straight away, I guess she's a busy woman, I decide to go and get Isaac up, he hasn't been down stairs yet so I'm kinda worried, as I'm walking up stairs I hear faint sobs "zac buddy?" I hear some movement from behind his door, I knock and I hear a faint come in ,I open the door and see Issac sat in bed "what's up buddy" he turns him self over to face the wall and leaves me to look at his back "Isaac what's wrong" he shakes his head "Isaac!" I say in a more stunt tone "I'm fine mumma" I walk over to his Bed and sit on the corner "Isaac I can tell somethings wrong" he turns over and sits up bringing his knees to his chest and resting his head on his knees "I'm sick mumma" I get up and go sit next to him and pull him in for a side hug "it's ok to be sick bud, why don't we go down stairs and I'll put on your favourite movie and I'll gook you some pizza?" He nods "come on then, jump on" I say while turning round so that he can jump on your back. As we get down stairs I walk into the lounge and place him down and cover him in a blanket "what movie are we watching bud?" He bits the corner of his mouth "umm cars" I nod "Apple TV put on cars the movie" and I disappear into the kitchen while Issac watches cars "what pizza but wait for a reply and my phone buzzes
Yh ok I'll be over in about 5 minutes
K
I couldn't be asked to do a proper reply "pepperoni please" I put on the pizza and sit back in the lounge waiting for Chloe and the pizza to be done. The timer in the oven pings and I get up and go into the lounge, as I'm surfing the pizza the doorbell goes of "I'll get it mumma" I hear the door open and a voice, oh that voice, that was the voice that put me asleep all those years ago, "hey beca, it's me Chloe not some robber" I chuckle to myself,god it's been a long time since I've done that "in here" I shout back and I concentration on the pizza till I feel a pair of eyes on me, so I look over to the door frame that my redhead is leaning on, shy she's not my red head, I went to cut the pizza but ended up slicing my finger open "ahh fuck!" I drop the pizza cutter and grab my finger, I rap my other hand around my finger and watch as blood pours out of in between my hands and onto the floor "fuck" I curse again and move over to the sink "buddy can you show Chloe where the plaster are" after about a minute Chloe is washing my hand of with water and wrapping it I tissue to stop the bleeding, she puts a plaster around it then raps it in a bandage "you've got to be more careful becs" I was too caught up in her eyes to hear or pay attention to anything that went on around me
I was brought out of my day dream by Chloe waving her hand in front of my face "beca you ok?" I nod "Yh just thinking" I turn around and look at the pizza that is now covered in my blood "buddy can you get me the phone, never mind stay on the couch" I pick up the pizza and put it in the bin, I go over to the phone and call the pizza place and order pizza.

We all watched cars and ate our pizza and soon enough we were all tired, I glance over to the clock, we've been watching movies for 7 hours, it's now seven o'clock and we started watching the around 12 crazy.i look over to Chloe who is curled up in a ball using me as a rest, I look over to Isaac and he is fast asleep,I gently lay Chloe on the back of the sofa and pick up Isaac and take him to his room, he starts to wake up and is about to cry, I put him down in his bed and sing him a song to try and make him go back to sleep