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Part 9

Regans pov
I see beca nod to Jesse who nods to another boy from there high club, I turn my head to Aubrey, Emily, benjy and Chloe ,Everyone is too busy to see that I have let a coup of tears slide down my face. After about 5 minutes I see beca and Jesse appear from round the back of the school and head over to use " hey reg you know you love me Yh?" I sigh " beca are you high?!" She just smile and giggles a little bit so I try and take her glasses of but she's trying to stop me so I slap her hands away and accidentally hit her glasses of her face and now she's pissed " happy!" She says while sliding on her sunglasses to hide her very blood shot eyes. "Can me and Jesse have a lift?" I sigh " b no sorry I've got class" with that the bell rings signalling for everyone to go to class, so I get up and pack my things and start to head to class with Emily, benjy and Aubrey all doing the same.

After class I went straight home to try and talk to beca about earlier because I think she's still pissed at me but she's not home, I've been waiting about 3 hours for my sister to come home and so far no sign so I start to get ready for bed but as soon as I reach the top of the stairs I hear the keys from the out side the front of the door, I quickly make my way down stairs and wait for her at the bottom of them, she swings open the door and walks in. She looks really pissed so this is going to be well I thought to myself " well where the hell have you been, getting high or drunk with your friends or playing with a poor persons emotions again!" She shoots her head up so our eyes finally meet " no I haven't been getting drunk or high I've been chloe and I haven't been playing with her emotions!" She spat back " oh ok sorry then what have you been doing with her !" I say with sarcasm " she took me home because you all left and then we watched a movie because I had bad cramps, Jesus Christ!" With that she barges past me and upstairs towards her room.

I decide to let her cool off for a bit before I went up to her room to apologise, I walk up the stairs and her some music playing quietly from her room I knock but no answer so I open the door enough so I could stick my head in, I find her sat in her bed curled up in a ball. I quickly go back down stairs and grab her a hot water bottle because she said she had cramps earlier and when she gets them she's gets them really bad, i head up to her room and I hear the music had got a little bit louder and she now sat up rocking back and forth on her bed, I knock on the door frame and she looks up at me quickly before looking back down " hey I'm sorry about everything I said earlier, I shouldn't have said what I did, I got you this if it helps" I say holding up the hot water bottle. She looks up at me and give a small smile, I slowly walk over to her and lean her back so she laying down and lift up her shirt a little and place it over her lower abdomen. I get in to bed next to her and put my arm around her shoulders and rub circles on her shoulder till she falls asleep

Chloe's pov
I'm sat at home trying to do my English homework and I can't I just can't it's too hard I don't understand anything and I can barely even concentrate because I have the small brunette from across the road on my mind, her laugh, her smile, her eyes, her style. I pick up my phone and scroll through my contacts till I get to her
Hey becs it's Chloe I was wondering if you could help me with the English home work seeing as we're in the same class, don't worry if you cannot xx
I hit send and here a noise come from the couch I look over and see a light I walk over to it and realise that's it's beca's phone " Papá me voy a salir, vuelvo más tarde" I shout while walking down stairs " ok and Chloe you need to try and talk in English" I sigh " I'll try harder then " I shout while closing the door.once I get to beca's moderns house I notice a tree with almost a corridor leading through a bush and to what I imagine as next door. I walk up to the front door and I knock. Regan opens the door " oh hey Chloe can I help you with anything?" I pull out beca's phone " beca left this when she was round mine so I thought I would drop it off" I hand the phone to her and she takes it " I swear to god if that girl didn't have her head screwed on she would Loose it, thanks though" " oh before I go do you know any places that do good food ?" She looks up at the sky then back down to me "ummm... no where to be honest, hang on a minute" with that she disappears into the house and appears a minute later " why don't you stay for dinner?" "Ummm if it's not to much effort " she pulls me inside " no no it's fine" she closes the door and leads me into the kitchen " would you like a drink " " agua por favor" she gives me a puzzled look and I return one " oh right water sorry I forgot " I cover my mouth " oh my god I'm so stupid your not Spanish are you, I'm so sorry "

Half way through dinner beca comes down the stairs in a baggy shirt and pants, She walks into the kitchen, probably not even noticing that we're in here, and goes into the freezer and pulls out a tub of ice cream and disappears again. Regan gives me a embarrassed look " I'm sorry about her " she looks down " oh it's fine I get like that some times " she looks up at me " is she always like this " I ask " yes it happens every time she's going to start her period and until she finishes it" I sigh "we'll tell I'm only across the road if she needs anything. I should be going thanks for dinner though it was really good I might just have to join you every night !" She smiles and tried to hide her blushing " ill tell her, thanks and your welcome anytime you want " " can I quickly go and ask beca something ?" She nods " up the stairs and 3rd door on the right" I nod and head up stairs. I knock on her door "what now" she groans " hey umm you forgot you phone so I brought it over for you" her face softens  " ok thanks " " I Umm also brought you this " I say while pulling out a massive Milk chocolate Oreo bar out of my bag, her eyes light up " thank you " I walk round the side of her bed and give it to her and the takes it and throws it down on the bed and yanks my arm so I fall on the the bed " ¿qué mierda?, What was that for " she giggles and I pull myself upright " stay please " she says with puppy dog eyes " ok but one condition, you help me with the English homework because it's a bunch of shit " she laughs and nods. We finish the homework and end up watching a movie and I can feel my eyes getting heavier and before I know it I'm out, resting my hand and wrist on the brunette lower abdomen trying to comfort her.