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Part 8

Beca's pov
I was waiting for Chloe to come out of the meeting and I have someone in my music class come up to me and say that miss wants me in her class right now she said she needed to talk to me " hey can you stay here and wait for a new student and tell her that I've had to go to class early?" She nods and I walk towards class.  " hey miss you wanted to see me?" She looks up from her paper filled desk " ah yes beca, as you have the best grades for music in the class I wanted to ask you if you wanted to help the new girl in the class because I don't know where she's at with music and I saw you drop her of this morning" I close the door and take a seat on the front row " yeah sure miss what would you like me to help her with ?" She gives me a  sort of check list that she needs to answer and explains what I need to do to help her and that consisted of after school tuition if she needed it. The bell rings for class and I mentally curse myself for trusting someone to help the new girl to class, I freeze when the girl I asked to help Chloe walked in alone " hey what happened to the new girl I asked you to show here ?" She turned to look at me and shrugged her shoulders before grabbing out her book. About ten minutes into the lesson there was a knock on the door, in walks Chloe and she instantly makes eye contact before making her way to the back of the class to sit next to Stacie. She's start to speak about me in Spanish but little does anybody know, not even Jesse knows, i am fluent in Spanish and can understand every word they are saying. I whispered to Jesse to fake laugh to see her reaction and she sunk in her chair and it instantly made me feel, I don't know, almost sympathetic for the girl but ever since the ' accident' I've hardly shown any emotion so I hide it and carry on talking

It was break I wanted a quick release so I make a nod at Jesse who makes a nod to the another boy who gets the rest of the gang and we all get up and head towards the back of the school, once we get there I start to make myself a joint and start to smoke it I had no more classes the rest of the day so I could go straight home after this we finish the joint and I find myself falling asleep so I get up and make my way over to regan who was sitting with Aubrey, Emily, Benjy, and Chloe. I walk over to them and sit down avoiding all eye contact, I dig threw my bag before pulling out a pair of ray bands and sliding them on my face, once I put them on I look up at the expressions that I'm getting, I look I over at Chloe who is trying to figure something out, I know this because she's biting her bottom lip and tilting her head slightly. " hey reg you know you love me so much Yh" I say while swinging my key around on my finger she stops what she's doing and looks at me " b are you high?" I smirk and giggle a little bit "oh my god beca your high" she sighs while trying to take my sunglasses of " reg stop it " she slaps my hands away and hits my glasses off, I look up at her and she has her mouth in the shape of an '0' " happy!" I say through gritted tenth I put my glasses back on " can me and Jesse have a lift ?" She sighs " b no I have class" with that the bell rings and she gets up to go to class, everyone but Chloe leaves she's just staring at me " do I have something on my face or what !" She snaps out of her trance and looks me in the eye " well your eyes are blood shot and your glasses aren't covering it very well " I look down " I don't have any more classes so why don't I take you home?" She look up slightly " you'd do that for me ?" She nods with a bright smile pinned on her face

Chloe's pov
I'm a little disappointed that she didn't wait for me but I'm going to get to the bottom of why she left me " so why did you leave me after saying that you'd walk me to our class?" She pulls the sleeves over her hands " the teacher wanted to talk to me before class and I asked someone to wait for you and escort you but the dumb bitch didn't, I'm sorry" she give me an apologetic look " oh ok I just thought you might of ditched me like everyone else's I've met have" I sigh " oh no, I know my reputation is bad but it's not that bad!" I give her a confused look " my reputation as a player " she uses air quotes around the word 'player' " I'm not like that anymore I promise" you could here the emotion in her voice " it was one time and I was drunk" I open my arms and pulls me closer to her " I'm sorry about all of this " I rub circles on her back " it's fine"

We get back to my place and I invite her in because she can't go home in this state " do you want anything ?" I ask her while she sits down on the couch in my room "umm not to sound weird but do you have a hot water bottle, mother nature's being a bitch " she says while clutching her lower abdomen. I give her a weird look " Mother Nature ?" She frowns " periods?"I nod and disappears  down stairs

Beca's pov
The effects had worn of now and I'm back to myself but this time with awful cramps. I'm sat in Chloe's  bedroom practically dying, I asked her if she had a hot water bottle and she disappeared down stairs it's been about five minutes now and I'm starting to really hurt. I'm there curled up in a ball on her couch and I felt a pair of eyes on me so I look up and towards the door " hey I have a hot water bottle for you " I smile " thanks" I say while lifting up my shirt slightly before placing the hot water bottle on my stomach. I look back to Chloe who's eyes were dilated "like what you see there Beale" I smirk and she blushes " I.. just... I didn't think that... a person like you would Umm have such  a toned body"  in lush slightly but try and hide it with a confident comment " so your thinking of what type of body I have?" I smirk again "I... I just...-" I cut her of " don't worry Beale I'm teasing " with that she put on a movie and sits down next to me and I move to get more comparable with the cramps. At the end of the movie I find myself with my head on Chloe's lap and myself looking up at her perfection "your staring " she says with out looking down, I blush really hard " I've got to get going but that's for everything I really owe you.

I leave her house and walk over to mine. Once I get in I'm met with regan standing at the bottom of the stairs with her arms crossed " where the hell have you been, getting high and drunk again, or playing with a poor girls emotions, huh " she spat, " I have been with Chloe I haven't been getting high or drunk and I certainly haven't been playing with poor girls emotions" I spat, I'm red with anger now " oh ok I'm sorry what were you doing with her then " I m getting anger and angrier by the minute " I sat and watched a movie because I had bad cramps and she cared for me when you and everyone else left" I push past her and head up the stairs with her eyes burning a hole threw the back of my head I get to my door I go inside and I slam the door shut, I change into some Panama's and fall asleep not bothering to wake up for food, I'm not really in the mood for food anymore.