The next day Beca's pov I wake up in regans bed because of the previous events that happened last night. I get up and head over to my room to find my bed already made and an note in my desk, it's says Thanks b for letting me sleep in your bed gone to get coffee be back soon While reading it a smile creeps upon my face, I put the note back down and decide to go and get dressed. Once I'm done I hear a knock at my door I raise my voice slightly and say "come in" with that the door opens and I'm welcomed with coffee my sister and taz my dog. " thanks " I say while walking over to regan she pulls me into a hug and because she taller then me her hugs are the best but we pull away because taz is getting jealous, I bend down and roll him over so that he is showing me his belly and I rub his belly before getting up and grabbing my coffee off regan. We start to head down stairs and because it's raining I'm taking my car, I text Jesse and tell him to come to my house and not even two seconds later I hear a knock at the door " bye uncle jace,bye regan "
After I let Jesse in we head over the the door that leads out to the garage once we're inside I grab my keys and start to pull the cover of my car but struggle slightly because of my height " hey Jesse help quick " he smirks " why, you finding it hard because of your height" I give him a look that says 'shut the fuck up before I punch your lights out' " ok ok I'll help"with that he helps me take the cover off my car and shoves it into the trunk of my Dodge Challenger
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Once we've got inside I open the garage door to find regan walking out of the drive way with her hood up and her bag over her head, I pill down the window and shout " hey reg get in " she turns around and quickly runs over to the passenger side and kicks Jesse out and pulls the seat forward so he can get in the back once he's in she pulls the seat back so she can sit in it and I hear Jesse mumble " why, just why " I laugh and look in the rear view mirror once we've called down. Once we're out of the driveway I drive towards school but stopping of at the coffee shop on the way once we've got our coffees were of to school again
That night Regans pov Beca is my older cousin but I class her as my sister because she's lived with me and my dad since the 'accident' with her parents. Before the 'accident' happened she was a very bright and bubbly person, the person who could light up your day but simply walking down a corridor but that all changed when her mum went to prison and her dad died, she became very distant at first but soon started to shut everyone out she had changed from being bright and bubbly to the alt-girl within a week. It was heart breaking for the people Closest to her or people who knew her as the bright bubbly girl, you could tell that if had effected her pretty hard. After her mum was put in prison for the murder of David Mitchell(her dad) she came to live with us but of course she didn't like that and became even more closed off but this time she shut everyone out it was terrible, she refused to come out of her room she refused to socialise she refused to eat she refused to go out side she basically refused everything. Until Jesse came along he managed to wiggle his way through her high walls, I sill don't know how he did it but he did and I'm glad he did because I couldn't bear to think what would've happened if she carried on refusing food , sunlight and a social life. He came along and changed her for the good he made her open up to him he made her trust him, he got her to eat he got her to socialise he got her to come out of her room
And that leaves me where I am today, the two have been inseparable ever since they've done everything together. I see Jesse and beca as my siblings now because I've got along with them so much and been aloud to bond with them over the years and some people would say that it's a 'friend bond' and that it only happened because of how long we've known each other, now it's different it's a case of I have a problem I go to beca or Jesse I need help I go to beca or Jesse, I have family issues I go to beca or Jesse , if I have anything wrong I can always rely on them to help me they've always been there for me. I couldn't ask for a better family. " there, that was emotional" I sigh while looking at what I have just written in my diary. Ever since my boyfriend broke up with me I noticed how much of my time I was wasting, I also noticed how much spare time I have now so when I find myself getting bored I write down what ever is on my mind into my diary.
1hour later Knock knock, "come in " I say slightly raising my voice so that who ever is behind the door can hear me, the door slowly creeps open and I see beca standing there with red, puffy eyes and red cheeks " whoa... what happened" I say with a shocked expression while holding my arms open waiting for beca to come sit down. I've never actually seen beca cry before and even though she isn't crying now I can't tell she's been crying by her eyes but I don't bring it up I just let her sit down on my bed while I bring her in for a hug . " shush it's going to be ok" I rub my hand over her chocolate locks, she sits up and looks me in the eyes
she goes to speak but opens her mouth not making any noise, so I pull her back in but this time she's crying, I hate seeing her like this it reminds me of the time she used to lock her self in her on suit bathroom and cut herself, she thought nobody knew but she used to bleed through her shirts sometimes and other times we saw them. After I head her stop crying I ask " are you feeling better now ?" She sits up and looks me in the eyes again but this time manages to talk " i umm...... wow this it hard I... I think... I think I'm ... bisexual..." I looked at her with a shocked expression because not only did I not think of her as being gay but she just opened up to me on a whole other level
she starts to tear up again and I realise why, we've been sat like this for 3 and a half minutes now, me just staring at her like she's just grown a second head I feel really bad for her she probably thinks I'm going to kick her out or something. " wow ok " she let one tear fall down her cheek before getting up and walking out my door but before she goes out of sight she turns around and says " I'll start packing because I already know what your going to say " with that she turns herself around and heads to her room to pack.
I get up and quickly rush over to her room but the doors locked and I hear her locking her window so Jesse can't come in. " beca I'm not going to kick you out I was just shocked because you've never opened up to me like this before, beca please open this door, beca please!" I'm not crying, I turn myself around and slide down the door knowing that she hates me and knowing that she's going to leave and there's nothing I can do about it. But to my surprise she opens the door and I fall into her room," beca please listen to me I didn't mean to scare you I was just shocked that you opened up to me like that " I sigh and look down " I'm sorry I had no idea what your feeling right now" she bends down and helps me up and take me over to her bed and we sit there talking about it while she curled up in a little ball next to me laying her head on my chest, I notice that she's started falling asleep so I make us comfy and change her in to pjs before changing myself. " stay please " I was about to leave but I heard beca " are you sure " " please " I climb back into bed and lay on my back facing the ceiling while beca starts to move close to me and cuddles up to me and lays her head on my chest again she loosens her self up once I put my arm around her and pull her tight to let her know I'm her " love you beca " I smile while closing my eyes "Iove you to reg " with that we both fall asleep.
