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二十九

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monday

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jjk:
hyung

jjk:
have you heard from yoongi or hoseok lately?

namjoonpd:
i talked to hoseok two days ago

jjk:
about what

namjoonpd:
asked him if yoongi was coming to mma. your collab mv was nominated for the best music video category. and if you ever winᅳwhich i'm sure you willᅳthe two of you are gonna have to give a speech together.

jjk:
you're preparing the speech for us?

namjoonpd:
we're trying to make sure you don't murder each other in front of millions of people on national tv

jjk:
ahh, makes sense

namjoonpd:
it's necessary

namjoonpd:
anyway, why did you ask?

jjk:
do you know if jimin still works for yoongi?

namjoonpd:
i have no idea.

namjoonpd:
would you like me to ask hoseok?

jjk:
that would be nice. yes. thank you hyung.

namjoonpd:
why can't you just ask jimin yourself?

jjk:
he's not responding to my texts

jjk:
he's not even reading them

namjoonpd:
did you try calling?

jjk:
should i?

jjk:
i don't wanna seem so needy

namjoonpd:
don't fret. i'll ask hoseok if jimin's fine.

jjk:
but why do you think he's being like this?

jjk:
i thought we were back to being friends

namjoonpd:
you sorted things out?

jjk:
kinda

namjoonpd:
wdym "kinda"?

jjk:
okay...not really

namjoonpd:
jungkook

jjk:
i told him i can't control my feelings, then i called him selfish

namjoonpd:
what did he say?

jjk:
he apologized for not liking me back

jjk:
then i asked him whether he'd date me if i was a little bit older

namjoonpd:
you mean, when he can finally legally date you?

jjk:
but then he said, "we'll see about that"

jjk:
and he never responded to my texts after that

jjk:
what if he's playing me again?

jjk:
what if he can never really love me back?

jjk:
i'm tired of this, hyung

jjk:
i should've listened to you all when i still had the chance

jjk:
jimin is bad for me

namjoonpd:
but what if he's just scared

jjk:
what do you mean

namjoonpd:
like what if he actually really likes you but he's scared that you'll leave him because it would be so easy for you

jjk:
the hell i'd do that

jjk:
i'm head over heels for him

namjoonpd:
and yet he doesn't believe that

namjoonpd:
why though?

jjk:
i don't know

jjk:
goddammit hyung

jjk:
how the fuck should i know

namjoonpd:
you do know

namjoonpd:
you're smart enough to figure it out

jjk:
why do you always act like you've got everything figured out?

namjoonpd:
i don't

jjk:
yeah you do, like all the goddamn time

namjoonpd:
i'm just trying to help?

namjoonpd:
taking it out on me won't make you feel better

jjk:
okay fine sorry

namjoonpd:
you're an idol

jjk:
what? i shouldn't apologize?

namjoonpd:
no, of course, you should. you apologize when you've made a mistake

namjoonpd:
i'm talking about you being an idol could be why he's so scared of you

jjk:
you think he thinks i'll leave him when i find someone else?

namjoonpd:
maybe

jjk:
that's bullshit

namjoonpd:
not to him