pain • kth

ix.

another year has passed.

i was quite relieved that we were put into different classes right now.

no.

i was lying.

i was disappointed that we are now parallel.

i decided to despise you but i never thought that things would actually go even more complicated.

i missed you.

we never got the time to meet or pass by one another, even for once.

maybe this is the consequence of my decision.

besides from me sulking every single day, i still see the smile you have across your face.

even if we don't meet that often unlike before, i can still watch you from afar though you appear to me as if you're in pixels.

my heart was tightening.

i was supposed to feel light right now but all i felt was pain.

as if thorns were just added to my sorrow.

i don't know why i was acting this way.

maybe it's because of you?

or maybe it was all because of me.

every single day was just full of hurt.

when will this come to an end?

when will you come running to me again?

' taehyung, have you noticed that we're just getting farther away from each other? '