pain • kth

xvii.

i wish i could let you see me smile again.

i always had a straight face.

maybe i even made you think that i was unhappy or empty because my eyes spoke of nothing.

i really get that alot but all of them were untrue.

i just really look that way.

i hope you never thought of that though.

i was trying to get a glimpse of you for a second when my friends finally came and took notice of me.

and there i go again flashing my friends with my boxy smile.

i wanted to be friends with you too.

'did you ever think of befriending me somehow?'