pain • kth

v.

i just wished you never liked me.

i hoped to the stars that you made a mistake.

but i couldn't do anything about it anymore.

i was actually thankful that nothing changed, except for you liking me.

and honestly, i hated it.

but

i wanted to stay innocent from all the uproars.

i wanted to ignore all the gossips,

the rumors,

and the disappointment etched on my face.

i wanted time to move on faster and let me forget about these facts.

i wished so hard that there would be a catastrophe that will barge in between us just so you could just forget about me.

either so, i wished that i just disappeared just so you will never meet and see someone like me.

then the school year ended just like that.

' taehyung, did you wish for a catastrophe to happen too? '