𝙟𝙤𝙪𝙧𝙣𝙖𝙡 [ completed ]

1.4

you came to my house today

its been a couple more weeks since i last saw you, but you looked your absolute worst

you looked even worse than when you came to the group

i stopped going knowing i would see you there, but i could tell you did too

you said you just wanted to talk and all i wanted to do was curl up in a ball and slowly sink away into sleep

but i still let you into my home

i let you walk right back into my life

because i realized i wasn't ready to let go of you

i didn't want to let go of the only thing that made me happy

the only thing that made me feel normal again

so i pulled you closer and kissed you

because what did i have to lose

i probably already lost you anyway

but then you kissed back