𝙟𝙤𝙪𝙧𝙣𝙖𝙡 [ completed ]

1.1

you started calling me and texting me a lot

and i started to ignore them all

i wanted to lay in bed all day and not worry about you

i didn't want to feel

i wanted to be empty again

it was just easier then

i wasn't constant thinking about what it would be like to kiss you

or what it would be like to be happy with you

what it would be like if you looked at me the way i looked at you

i wanted it to be the way it was before i fell in love with you

now i felt too much all at once

and i couldn't do a damn thing about it