𝙟𝙤𝙪𝙧𝙣𝙖𝙡 [ completed ]

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it's been three months since we've met

the first month i spent just wondering what it would be like to know you

to open up doors no one has ever opened up for you

and then i did get to know you

but i didn't open up any doors of yours, you opened up mine

i told you about my mom and my brother

i told you about the kids at school

i told you everything

you opened up every single door to my closed up heart

and i was so scared you would just grab it in the palm of your hand and crush it

because the sad fact is, people have done it before

and i was so used to being let down

i wanted you to let me down now before it was too late