His little secret

idiot..

The boys were out today apart from Danny who was in his rooms i started on the kitchen. 

A cold chill rushed through my hung over body and i turned around to see Danny leaning against the wall watching me. 

"what?" i asked wow my nervous attitude coming back again but who wouldnt be when his gorg brown eyes were watching you while his lips crpt up into a half smile he hadn't shaved so he had some dark stubble making him look umm 

"last night" he said stepping towards me "you said how i was hot?" he said winking moving my hair out of my face 

" i was drunk" i said moving away 

i was against the kitchen counter when it took him one stride with his long legs to back me against it, he smelt amazing but there was a look in his eye i didnt like 

"everyone speaks the truth when they are drunk" he smirked 

"Dan-ny let me go" i stuttered 

"but i want to kiss you" he winked 

I shuddered i hope he didnt notice, he is very attractive yes but he also brought me... and i will not be used like that. 

"no" i said turning my head but then he yanked my head back to look at him, he was staring at my lip which trembled i bit it to stop it. 

i looked into his eyes which held my gaze his face softened but i was still stiff with fright he started to lower and i started to push him away but he was too strong so i jolted and squirmed as much as i could when i hared the front door open and dan walk in and saw me stroggeling.

"danny let her go dude" he was in a trance and didnt take any notice i screamed no "let me go!" i squirmed 

Dan ran up to us and fought danny off my i held my face of where he was holding and backed into the corner. 

"what the hell" Dan said to danny

"What?" danny asked

"you could tell she didnt like it!" i nearly shouted 

"oh i paid for her i can do as i like"  i said back and for some reason that hurt i didnt know why but i went to speak but nothing came out 

"just go" dan sid to danny who took one last look at me then walked out i sunk to the floor , he just wants to use me.... 

"Alex..?" Dan siad walking up to me and sitting beside me

"what?" i said comming out of my daze.

"im sorry" he said his grey eyes looking into my teary ones 

"He didnt do anything" i said shaking my head because he hadnt was just going to

"yeah but he would of..." he started

"Dan... last night i saw" the words came out but his name got stuck, should i say anything or well its not like he is anything to me

"Leon" i said looking at him bringing my knees to my chest 

Why do i care so much is it the way he wanted to protect me or the way he looked at me or the prsent oh i grabbed my chest and found it and tears threatened to spill but i refused to cry infornt of them it will only show weakness

"are you sure?" he said cautiously 

Well to be honest not 100% but i think it was 

"umm.. yeah" i said or of a question 

"okay" was all he said which made me more nervous 

he then hugged me like last night but this time i wasnt drunk so i was awkward but it kinda did calm me and he smiled and walked upstairs and i went back to tidying 3 bin bags full of rubish 1 just for pizza boxes considering the guys amazing bodies how do they do it with this pizzaThe kitchen was stunning but i didnt care when i was done i looked at the clock and it was 8pm i had been here all day cleaning with Danyy... i shrugged the thought away and got out the locket and saw the pictures and i felt sick i needed to see them now its not even fair.

How is Sky holding up, she wont be able to stay strong for lon, what about mum?has she slept eaten been able to look after sky? and dad has he? have they all stayed together?

I put my head on the table and hared someone grab a can out of the fridge but i kept down ,the sat opposite me on the island but they didnt say anything which i liked. 

Eventually i felt paranoid and didnt know who it was so i looked  up to see taylor, his red hair was brushed back and he looked strange but somewhat nicer.

"Hi?" i asked 

"sup" he said casually "what you doin? he said 

"having a mental break down and you?" i asked 

"ahh i can help with that... and drinking" he said walking to the fridge getting out another can and passing me it

"i cant i haven't recovered..." i said pushing it away 

"it helps trust me" he said sliding it back

"why would i trust you"

"oh just do it" he said 

i was still a little hung over but i took a sip anyway and Taylor put some music on and we chilled and eventually i was on my second feeling a lot better 

After a while we were both laughing at god knows what and was on the couch his arm on the back of it i was leaning on the arm rest, Then he fell to sleep and i decided to put my head on his chest and i could hear his heart beat slow and his chest raise and fall and i was soon oblivious to the wold when his arm dropped around me .

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sorry its not the best will get better i promise !