I've Lost Control

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I start to wonder about unnecessary things in the dark.
The later it gets, the worse it becomes.
I start to part my room in two halfes. There is a nice half, with good memories and a clean mind.
Plants and plans.
And then there is the other half, dark and messy.
A gloomy atmosphere, oppressively drab and grey.
The room is representing what's inside of my head, what's behind my eyes.
It depends on "who i am", on which half of my room - half of my mind I am.
I have legs, I can go from one half of the room to the other.
I have thoughts, I can switch from one mood to another.

But I feel like I've lost control over that.

03.12.17

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