• Bts Angst •

「 namjoon 」

"But atleast i get to be with him"the girl looked up to the bright side and went to their kitchen

While she was making porridge she was humming a song that was made from bts her friends

"I gotta let you know that i need to let you go its hard to say goodbye--"she was cutted off when suddenly namjoon appeared in the kitchen

"Oh i thought you were in your ro--"the boys didnt let her continue her sentence and answered it in a lazy way "im hungry..."

"Is your skin still itchy?"the girl asked trying to break the awkward silence

"What do you think?"y/n turned to the boy who was scratching his skin

"Why do you hate me?"the girl asked out of the blue while she continues ro make the porridge for namjoon

"Because i dont like you"the boy bluntly answered

"Oh i get it...why do you even hate me or why dont you like me?not in a romantic way but as a person?tell me what you hate about me"the girl says while finishing the porridge

"Its because your annoying,you always force yourself on someone who doesnt like you,you always force a person on something they dont like,your clingy,your very very very irritating to be with,your dumb,you are very childish and your just too annoying and i hate loud persons like you"as expected the girl's heart broke after namjoon answered her

"Am i really a horrible person?..."she muttered to herself after placing the nicely made porridge on the table right infront of namjoon

"Why dont you like me...in a romantic way?"she asked "didnt i already answered your question?thats already the reason i already told you"

"No in a romantic way...why wont you date someone like me?"

"Because your not my ideal type...i like tall girls and youe short,i like girls who are smart but your not,i like girls who sings or raps or dance and you...you dont even have a talent...and i dont like clingy and touchy girls like you"

"Oh...but i can change for you!if you want i will change for you"the girl happily smiled

"No...no matter what you do or no matter what happens i will never like you...or have feelings towards you"the boy said after eating the porridge she made

"But still...maybe i can change your mind...you know things change and all"

The girl just wont give up and the boy was getting super super annoyed

"I like you...and im wondering if you like me too..."she smiled

"NO!I already told you that whatever happens i wont change my mind"namjoon growled but the girl kept continuing

And the boy just had enough "Y/n!can you please stop?!i already told you!stop it already!cant you face the truth that i will never ever have feelings towards you!i will never ever like you!

Cant you see that i hate you?!why do you keep forcing yourself to me?!stop being a slut!just stop it already!I dont want to see you anymore!i never wanted to see you!i want you out of my freaking life!"the boy shouted...

"I-im sorry..."the girl fakely smiled "here's your porridge...i forgot i have something to do so ill just call someone to look after you..."

The girl was so broken hearted but she didnt want to cry infront of namjoon because she didnt want to look weak

Y/n rarely cry infront of others...she only cry by herself...

"Bye"

Then the girl left...and a few minutes later jin,taehyung, and yoongi came into the dorm