Poetic Disturbances.

Amour Pt3.

I imagine you dont understand my pain, or what ive been through.
I wake at night
Just to realize my love for you has grown stronger
This love is different
Its fragile and blind
This was just a pigmentation of my imagination
But it was also true
True enough to make me ache
To make me realize pain is my greatest motivator
Destabilizing but secure-
There but unsure
Love is seriously a mental illness
Nothing i cant handle
Due to fact that ive been sick before
My heart aches once more
Due to the fact that
Ive showed weakness towards love
Ive become a sheep
Letting my emotions control me
But what do my emotions know about me-
I can only say that i have given up on the purpose of genuinely loving someone
I cannot say "I love you"
Without a doubt in my mind you do not love me back