maybe, just maybe | n.jm

51 - Narration

J A E R I N

"WHAT? HAHAHAHA."

"Makatawa ka naman." I was slightly glaring at Nayeon while she's laughing in front of me.

Nasa cafeteria kami ngayon since walang klase today. Ewan ko nga kung bakit eh. I'm gonna ask Doyoung oppa later.

"EH KASI NAMAN HAHAHAHA T-TEKA WAIT HAHAHA"

I poker faced and took a bite on my cheesecake. "Sige lang, malagutan ka ng hininga jan kakatawa."

"Sama naman! Okay.." tapos huminga pa siya ng malalim. Stopping herself from laughing.

"Ang tanga mo naman kasi Rinrin. Seriously, how can you be so dumb in this kind of things?"

I pouted, "It's partly oppa's fault!" I reasoned out. I don't want to take the blame all to myself.

Oo masaya ako sa mga nangyayari ngayon. I knew that Jaemin also like me. But nakakahiya kasi yung way kung paano niya pa nalaman.

"Sa bagay..."

"Pero at least now you know na may gusto rin pala sayo si Jaemin! Shit kinikilig ako!!!"

Namula na din ako at di napigilang ngumiti.

"I almost thought I was dreaming." sabi ko sa kawalan.

Bigla naman akong kinurot ni Nayeon.

"Aray! What was that for?" bulyaw ko.

"Di ka nananaginip." at tumawa pa.

"NANA!" sigaw ko dahil sa inis.

"Yes?"

Sabay kaming napalingon sa mga bagong dating. I gulped when I saw him. Nandito na siya.

Nayeon faked a cough. Napaiwas naman ako ng tingin kasi naiilang ako.

"Bakit hindi man lang kayo nagyaya, Rinrin?" Chenle. I looked at him at mukha namang wala siyang alam.

I hope di sinabi ni Jaemin sa kanila.

"Don't worry, i didn't tell anybody."

Nilingon ko siya nang maupo siya sa tabihan ko. I pouted then looked at my cheesecake. My heart is pounding so hard reacting from his simple words. Bakit naman ganito? Lalo pa ata akong kinakabahan nung nalaman kong may gusto rin pala siya sakin.

I can hear Renjun oppa and Nayeon teasing and fighting again but I ignored them. Ganyan na ang kanilang lambingan. I'm used to it.

I can also feel some students starring at us. I can hear Chenle complaining to Jisung about how come he wouldn't order for him too.

I can hear Haechan oppa joining Renjun oppa teasing Nayeon.

"Hey, something wrong?"

He asked softly. Nilingon ko siya, finally got the courage.

"I'm shy." pag-amin ko at umiwas ng tingin.