If you're looking for a book where everyone instantly gets what they deserve and the good people live happily ever after miraculously, then this is not the book you want to read.
****This whole book has one big trigger warning****
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****************************************************************************** A/N Thank you for your support y'all. After reading comments & messages from you, I felt better about a simple situation that I let piss me off.
I've spent a lot of time on this book & I'm glad most of you like it. I understand it opens up emotion. Some parts of the books- I was almost in tears writing. Yep I'm a crybaby lol.
I love how a bunch of strangers can come together & read, talk & bond...ok I'm getting sentimental lol. Enjoy the update 🤗😊😇
"No matter how far wrong you've gone you can always turn around"
Bill Callahan
Redemption
re·demp·tion
rəˈdem(p)SH(ə)n/
noun
1.The action of saving or being saved from sin, error, or evil.
Is there any hope for these men. I don't know. Only God knows their outcome. When I'm around them, I tend to hope God looks at them & says- "To hell you go. There's no saving you."
It's been a week since Zac came home. He's been pretty sweet. It's messing with my mind. Sure, just like Pav & Willem, I think he has some sex addiction. I don't understand how they haven't found me a birth control to take yet. They have me a morning after pill every few days. Sometimes they're pressing it.
Warren has been nice too, but when I look at him, I think about the rest of his family. Can these guys be redeemed from all the wrong they've done. Are they aloud to just wake up one day & choose a new path.
I read a true story once about a racist man that did so much wrong in his life, then he met one woman of the race he hated that turned his thinking around. He removed his racist tattoos & now lives a normal life..or tries to.
On the other side of that coin, I think about the people he tormented & caused pain. What happens with them. What if he doesn't even know all the people he destroyed. Is his resumption worth it for future people.
I guess only God knows...
"You always feel so good baby. I know you love me being in you. Your body can't lie"
"Ouch Pav, you're hurting me!"
"Shh take it baby. You belong to me"
"Ppav I ccan't breath" I tried to say as Pav was screwing me hard & choking me. What's gotten into him, I don't know. The day before yesterday, he did the same thing until I cried. It's been awhile since I've cried & here he goes bringing it back.
How is it Zac is getting nicer & Pav is not. He even brought me flowers & chocolates, that of course I didn't turn down, because I love chocolate & he brought me pretty ones. It's not going to make me change my mind about my situation seeing pretty flowers on the dining room table.
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