• Bts Angst •

「 namjoon 」

FLASHBACK:
"Namjooooonnnnn"i called out his name "yes jagi"

"LETS GO EAT"

"But we just ate pizza"he said laughing "but i want to eat burgers"i said whining like a child "fine"he laughed

We went outside to buy burgers

We held hands...we walked together...we were really happy together

"Hey jagi"i turned to him nodding telling him to continue "you know that i love you right?"

"Yes ofcourse"i said after chewing the last piece of the burger "good...remember...no matter what...i will always love you...your the only girl i will love...your the only girl who will make my heart race...and you and only you will be my wife in the future and nobody elsei promise"

"Aww so sweet...and remember this...your the only man i will love...your the first and i know your going to be the last...i will never love someone else but you i promise that"we put our pinkies together and he placed his lips on mine

"I love you y/n always remember that"he smiled carrassing my cheek "i love you too...btw why are you suddenly saying these things?"i asked

"Why?you dont like it?"he asked "no no...im just curious"i smiled

"But you wont leave me right?"i asked "no...i wont"he hugged me tightly

End of the flashback

I guess promises are really meant to be broken sometimes...

But even though he's gone...i still love him...and i hope he still loves me...

"Y/n!!!!!"yoongi suddenly ran to me panting and sweating hard

"What?"i asked "NAMJOON IS BACK!"He shouted

"Oh ok--WAIT WHAT?!"i shouted back "YOUR KIDDING"I said "NO IM NOT KIDDING AND HES WITH ANOTHER GIRL"there my ladies and gentle men how my heart was shattered into pieces

"Everybody sit down!"the teacher shouted and we did what the teacher said

"As you heard Kim Namjoon is back...and he is with a girl Lee Soyoung"

Then the class started to whisper and gossip

"No shit sherlock"
"Why?!"
"But how about y/n?"
"Oh my god...your right..."
"Namjoon and y/n are in a relationship right?"
"Oh my god such a playboy"
"Poor y/n..."

Then namjoon suddenly openned the door...and he was not alone

He was wih a girl...in fact their holding hands

Making the class gasp

Namjoom and i made eye contact but he looked away first...

"Namjoon..."i whispered his name...nearly crying

"Hey guys im back...this is my fiance Lee Soyoung"

And the class gasped louder and half of my classmates looked at me...

I just turned my face to the window and rest my head again on my arms and i cried silently

"Yah dont cry y/n"my classmate taehyung patted my back

I cant believe him...after what weve been through...after he left and now he comes back wih a girl?!

Is he playing with me?!is he fvcking serious?!

At the corner of my eye i saw that soyoung girl looked at me with sad eyes...

"Sir i need to use the comfortroom"i said raising my hand "ok"