Dissimilar - Yoonmin

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The rains has gone much worst, the sound of thunder rumbling from the distance. He flinches a bit each time a loud sound erupts. It's another day, him inside the dull walls of the hospital that Yoongi's confined in. It's been more than two hundred and twenty days since the accident occurred. Until this day, he thinks he's the one to blame. The night Yoongi messaged him, he's confused, obviously. He knew something wasn't right when Yoongi sent that message. He knew it. Yet, he slept through it, thinking that perhaps the older's drunk out of his mind. Then, he wakes up. Suddenly hit will all the news stating that his ex-lover has gone into an accident. He knew to begin with that it's all intentional. That the accident isn't an accident after all.

He was right. By the tenth day, he figured out that Yoongi's in a comatose. The exact same day investigators confirmed that the accident was a suicidal event. His heart broke into pieces and his tears soon follows. Gripping the latter's cold and lifeless hands, he started then started to blame himself. Stuttering all the things he could've done and said.

By the hundredth day, Jimin never lost hope. Even if there's a big shallow hole in his chest, he never gave up. However, the exact same day the doctors said to Jimin that Yoongi could suffer memory lost upon waking up from his coma. The pieces of his heart that he picked up along the days are now disappearing from his sight. he's utterly confused, not knowing what to do anymore. That all his effort of staying with Yoongi can mean nothing once he wakes up.

The two hundredth day finally came. Jimin enters the small room with while walls. He smiles as he glance at the laying figure from the bed, telling him good morning, and asking Yoongi how he's doing after a few days of his absence.

"You're probably mad at me, hyung. When I told you I will never leave you side, yet I did. I always do this, don't I? I promise you, hyung, that when you wake up I will love you. Love you better." He chuckles, no humour hinting his tone. Only sadness. Always have been.

"Yoongi-hyung! Remember the song I wrote? Well, the reason I've been gone the past few days is because I've been preparing for a comeback. Don't worry, I won't promote it. I just wanted to let people know about this song. That it exist. Showing how much you mean to me." He says, blushing a little. "Let me give you a sample!"

Jimin giggles as he sat the chair beside Yoongi. He then grips Yoongi's hand as he kisses it gently. "우리의 시간이 멈춘 거 같아, 세상에 영원한 건 없었나. 세월이 지나도 나의 그대가 나를 기억할까 아련한 흔적 속에. Don't forget about me."

Feels like our time has stopped, was there no such thing as forever? Will you still remember me throughout the passing of time? Don't forget about me.

He took a deep breath as he prepares for the next verse. Glancing at Yoongi's pale face, he smiles. "너와 내 풍경은 색이 바래지고 지독하게 아름다웠던 꿈에서 깨어나."

The scenery between us is fading in colour and we wake from the dream that was so fiercely beautiful.

He close his eyes, not wanting the tears to drop. He smiles, however, to fight the piain within him. "너의 전부로 추억할 수 없다면 그저 잊지 못할 조각으로 남겨줘. 속삭이던 약속 지새던 밤도
다 그날 꼭 기억해주길."

If you can't remember anything, just leave it as an unforgettable fragment. The whispered promises, the nights we stayed up. I hope that you'll remember them all on that day.

He couldn't resist it. The tears soon escapes his eyes, touching his cheeks along the way. "잊지마요, 잊지마요, 그대 날 잊지 말아요. Don't forget us, don't forget me. Everything about me."

Don't forget, don't forget, please don't forget. Don't forget us, don't forget me. Everything about me.

"I love you, I always have. You've done nothing because I never stopped loving you. I have never regret founding love from you. You're my everything, hyung. Seeing you forget everything that we built together will break me." He sobs. He's pathetic. Always crying, tears that always escape his eyes because of the guilt he feels. It's all his fault, this is all his fault.

By the two hundredth-twenty days, he enters the hospital. The paparazzi are slowly dying down, nothing important to capture, but the young idol's expressionless and exhausted facial expression. He sighs as he grips the door, opening is as he smiles brightly to great his hyung.

"Good morning, Yoong-"

"Jimin-ie.

"Y-yoongi?"

[a.n]

Did anyone miss me? Probably not.
Anyways, I finally updated.
I'm sorry if I haven't been updating. Kinda went through an authors block.

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I featured Ikon's 'don't forget' (잊지마요) because I've been obsessed with their songs. I don't stan them thought, but I enjoy them a lot. They're talented idols. Other than that, it really gave me the motivation and also fits the description properly for this scene. I love the song and I'm sorry if I cut it short. I hope you enjoy it as much as I enjoy writing this.

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I'm sorry if I haven't been updating. Been busy with school and I'm stuck sitting on my desk for weeks. I have so much test and projects that are due.