• Bts Angst •

「 jimin 」

She sighed "im gonna miss you too...and why are you leaving?!"she asked

I explained--well i lied to her syaing that i will go to other countries

After talking i finally left...

So...how am i going to kill myself in a day...there are too many people...

I really want to die now...just thinking about what happened yesterday makes me wanna cry

Who cares if i die right?no one cares about me...everyone already showed it to me that i should just die and never come back

People hates me...they dont want me...

I tried not to cry but failed...

I wiped my tears but they wont stop from flowing

My feet lead me to a train station...
Author's POV
The train station was not really filled with people so its easy for her to jump in the middle before the train comes

The girl's tears were flowing nonstop...

"Y-you can do this y/n...finally you will be free...finally you will feel happy..."she cried

Then she heard the train coming

And there she jumped....

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But..."YAH WHAT THE FVCK?!LET ME GO!"the girl shouted when a man suddenly stopped her

Trying to pull her away to the train while y/n was trying to kill myself

"LET ME GO PLEASE!LET ME DIE!"she screamed crying

Until the train has already passed

"Y-you fvcking idiot..."she growled

The girl turned to the man crying

"DO YOU KNOW WHAT--"the girl was cutted off when she realized it was the man before who stopped her

And there she realized that he was the same man she met in the convinience store

"You again!do you know what youv done?!i wanted to die but your here again trying to be a hero!"i shouted

"DONT KILL YOURSELF!"he shouted "Why do you even care..."i cried as i sat down hugging my knees...

"Why did you stop me...ill be finally happy..."i cried

"I know you have been through alot of problems...but killing your self is not the solution...if you want to be happy...then dont kill yourself and do what ever you want

Dont mind other people...its your life...its your choice...just dont kill yourself...god gave us life to enjoy...and thats what were gonna do now"i sniff as he held my hand and made me stood up

"Yeah its my life and its my choice but your the one who kept butting into my business"i said glaring at the guy

Now i could see his face...well i saw his face when were in the convinience store but this time...

I realized...he is so handsome...

"Yeah i know that...but i dont want to see people killing their selfs just to be happy...ill show you...you can be happy"he smiled "i can only be happy by killing myself

"Why are you so stubborn"he muttered "look...ill show you,you can be happy without killing yourself and if i succeeded then you will..."he thinked first

"Then you will be my girlfriend"he grinned..."no"

"Your a stranger i dont know you so fvck off..."i said still glaring "im park jimin...now im not a stranger!dont worry im not a pervert"he winked smiling

"Pft just by looking at you,you already look like a pervert"i say

"Im a nice person...im friends with your brother so..."

"So what...wait...did he send you here?!"i asked frustrated "yep..he send me here to be your friend since...you know...your problem at home and stuff"

"And you agreed?and now you know my past"i said and he nodded

"Fine"

"Fine?so you can be my girlfriend?"he asked "wtf no!fine so you can show me...if i could be happy or what"

"Okay...so as i was saying earlier...if i succeded to make you happy then you will be my girlfriend...but if i didnt succeed...then you can do whatever you want...by killing your self so you can be 'happy'"he smiled

"Fine"i groaned

After 7 months
"So y/n"jimin smirked at me "its pretry clear that i made you very happy"he smirked again

"Yeah so"i say looking at his annoying face "we agreed that if i succeeded you will be my girlfrienddd"he wiggled his eyebrows

"So?"i asked again "then its mean your my girlfriend now!"he happily says "why?"i asked "ugh"he groaned

I laughed "kidding...and yeah sure i will be your girlfriend..."i smiled "REALLY?!"he asked

"Ofcourse why not?i love you and you...i dont know if you love me so"

"I LOVE YOU WITH ALL OF MY HEART"he shouted hugging me "now your mine...and because your mine u dont want you getting close to other boys...its making me go jelly"

I giggled and hugged him back "seriously why did i even fell inlove with you"i laughed joking and he pouted breaking the hug

"BECAUSE I HAVE JAMS--"he was cutted off by my brother "NO JIMIN YOU GOT NO JAMS...hey sis"

Oh yeah me and my brother are okay now...i live in a apartment too

But i still havent got along with my mother

"Hey bro"

Im really thankful that i met jimin...my chimchim...

If i didnt met him...i would probably be dead by now

But im not dead all thanks to jimin♡