• Bts Angst •

「 jimin 」

I dont know why people say"Love your self","dont hate and accept who you are","just be yourself"

It fvcking annoys me...

Why the heck are they saying that when they change their selvs(?) Just because of the other's opinions...

They always put make ups...they change their selfs into somehing their not

Plastic surgeries,cake faces,being a total complete b*tch,changing just because of what other people thinks

Seriously...

Life is cruel...life is a lie...

I hate MY life...for others...life is beautiful because they live so luxurious...they live so happy...they live like everything is just perfect for them...like there was no problem coming into their way at all...

While the others like me live's the opposite...

Life is just unfair...

There is so many ways to describe life...

But i can say life is really something you cannot get two times...because you were only given one life...they gave you this to have fun and stuff

Other people wanted to live longer

Other people fight for their lifes

Other people doesnt want fo die..

I want to be like those people...but i just cant...

I mean..just look at the life i got...

I was even being blamed by stealing someone's boyfriend and i mean bitch please i dont even have some interest for some guys

They are all assholes(no offense)

I sighed and finished my ramen

I stood up but when i tuened around i bumped into someone

It was a man i said 'sorry' in a bored way and left

But the man grabbed my arm and looked at me..."yes?"i asked

"N-nothing n-nothing"the man said...

The man was wearing a tshirt with a jacket and he was wearing a bonnet

That lips though...seems familiar

I nodded and finally left the convinience(?)store

AFTER THAT DAY
I woke up from the hotel and left early

I went to school...

Good thing the bullies are still not here...im not really planning on staying longer

Im just gonna say goodbye to my friend

Finally i saw her i was waiting in a tree outside the school wearing completely black and something to cover my face

"PSST!"and finally cindy turned to me

I pulled down my mask for her to see and her eyes widden and ran to me

"WHY THE FUDGE ARE YOU NOT WEARING OUR SCHOOL UNIFORM!WHY THE FUSGE ARE YOU LOOKIBG LIKE A CREEP!AND WHY THE FUDGE--"I cutted her off

"Im leaving cindy..."

"WHAT?!--"i shushed her "calm down--"now she cutted me off "HOW THE FUDGE AM I GOING TO CALM DOWN WHEN YOUR GOING TO LEAVE?!"she whisper shouted

I sighed "im really sorry cindy..."i forced a smile and hugged her

"*sniff*"i heard her sniff...she was crying

"Hey its not like im gonna die or something...which i am..."i whuspered the last part