The Perfectly Damned

When she fathom the intricacy

There are certain things in life that keeps you from sticking your guts in the ground. The leisurely possessions are not to be fancied by elites and the paucity of this besmirch and tarnish the heirloom of the coterie, the family name. It is considerably distinguished as sordid.

Having been observed the lifestyle of the mediocre in disparate to elites, the smattering links is evidently derided. Before it gets convoluted or perturbing, just reminding you of the class distinction present in the country. At this moment, it is inevitable. I have seen elusive people who could unconsciously trigger the self dignity and pride of others making them feel demeaned.

I came from the province Pampanga, it is urbane and a number of cities are highly developed. My father is an engineer and my mother is a housewife. My older siblings are already earning in their own way. My brother is a business manager and my sister is an engineer in a private firm. We never considered our social status in the elite yet we don't starve. I am not a victim of bullying rather degradation of status. I have lived this kind of life for 10 years.

Out of the blue, there came a knock of blessing. Dad has been receiving multiple calls of projects locally and internationally. These circumstance led him to open his own engineering x architectural firm. It construed to thousands of profit, 'till millions. The paranoia of sudden insolvency had struck my mom to open a fast food restaurant. The rate of success is calculated to complexity of paths. Although, time takes by and mom learned the process of balancing success to failure. It gained recognition and led to innovate it to an exquisite restaurant with about 5 branches around Luzon. The expectancy meets 52 branches in the Philippines and reach globally. I do believe in the management of my mom. She's not educated to business related but she has the ingenuity.

My family grew independently to the point that we never contact each other for about a week. I have come to conclude the tradition we are creating, to earn and live in solitude. Hence, we maintain the status of success.

Despite having the capability of financial assistance for my education, I studied hard to grant scholarship in ADMU. My credence to my aspiration in life is the fruit of instruction, because learning is earning and in the process, earning is learning.

At the age of 17, I finally decided to observe The Tradition. I negotiated to a local clothing industry with the help of my mom. I've always dreamt of designing my own clothing, being one of a kind when walking down the street. Ergo, I made my own brand. I started with my team circling from my friends. Firstly, we designed our logo, negotiate with manufacturers and merchandised our products through digital marketing and selling. Months passed, through efficient production, we have established our first store in Quezon City. Believe me, the money came from our shedded time, sweat and sacrifice. Our first investor, fortunately, is my mother that heightened the assets. Overall, Exquisite or EXQ Apparel is still alive and kicking.

I designed my own source of necessity, and in reward a high fashioned, shimmering 2017 Chevrolet Camaro was parked in front of my condo. Even if it was my goal, my first purchase of luxury success, Dad wouldn't take a no for an answer. In case you are meandering of my driving skills, I have this admiration to cart racing that led me to acquire an engine ability or that sort.

People had been talking sh*ts about me of an existing perfect creature. Despite the interesting skills and ingenuity I possess, I have been blessed with the looks and I am standing 176 cm from the ground. Although, I have no interest in showing off my strong points through modelling, pageants, contests and all those bullsh*ts. And now I am giving you a telltale of my bad habit over this aforementioned curses. I ain't perfect. I ain't no good child yet, I am unwaveringly loyal to and value my responsibilities in school. I have this throne that I am protecting. Whatever it takes, I ain't gonna pull off any shed of my sacrifices to this throne till I am inexistent in that school. I am fashioned to leave a mark, yet is it enough? Is it legitimate to choose my reputation rather than my family, my loved ones?