• Bts Angst •

「 namjoon － 1 」

When they walked away...i tried to stand up...

And someone helped me...

"Are you okay y/n?"
"Oh my gosh those guys are such jerks!"
"LETS GO TO THE PRINCIPLE"

"NO"i said..."i appriciate your help...but please dont tell anyone about this...thank you"i bowed smiling and went to the bathroom...

I quickly cleaned my self...

I wiped off the blood in my cheek,i took off my skirt and put on another one because i have an extra so

My skirt was stained with blood...not with menstruation blood...but with the blood earlier...

I quickly put on some foundations on the bruises...but its too hard to hide it...

LUNCH
After 4 periods its lunch...

I tried to hide away from namjoon and his gang

But unfortunately

I was found by jimin

"HERE SHE IS!"He shouted as they come to me

"Why are you hiding princess?"he smirked

"Shut up...what did i even do to you?"i muttered

"Talking back are we?"namjoon gripped at my shoulder tightly

"You know why?because i dont like people like you...making me feel weird..."he whispered the last part but i could clearly hear it

"And its your fault why we dont have any money right now"

"WHY DO YOU ALWAYS EXPECT THAT I CAN ALWAYS GIVE YOU MONEY--"i was cutted off by a slap

"Shut up...what a loser...trying to fight back..."namjoon scoffed

"Tomorrow give us your money...and you know what amount we want"he growled

"Lets go"and with that they finally left leaving me in tears again

After school
I quickly ran away from them hiding in a alley...

"Ugh we lost her..."
"I need to punch someone right now"
"Shut up...we can do it tomorrow"
"Come on"

I sighed in relief

When they were gone i walked home

Im scared of going home

"WHAT TOOK YOU SO LONG?!DO YOU KNOW WHAT TIME IS IT?!"i was being hit by something in my back making me scream but i held it in

"I-im sorry sir...it wont happen again please sir..."he scoffed

"Worthless girl"when he went to his room i quickly went to my room

I sat in my bed crying...crying because it hurts that my life is like this...and crying because the pain is just too much

And something came up in my mind...

I took out the blade that wasnt been used

And with the blade i started to cut myself...

If they wont let me die...then im just going to cut myself...killing my self slowly

I stared at the pool of blood in the ground

After cutting my self i cleaned up and went to bed

Crying...

Again...

After that day
"Y/n wheres the money?"namjoon asked "i dont have it..."

"WHAT THE?!"