Nicki Minaj, My Mentor

Troubles At Home .

BITCHH!!! DIDN'T I TEACH YOU YO LESSON LAST TIME YOU FUCKED UP!?!?

I Could Hear Tony Scream At My Mom . Tony Was My Mama's Boyfriend For The Last 5 Months , & He Was Coming In And Out Of Out House Like He Was My Daddy . I Hated The Sight Of That Man ! And He Always Had Something Slick To Say , Wether It Was About Me Or Von .

~ Last Week ~

"Damnn Evelyn You Needa Do Somethin' With Cho Hair , Walkin Round Here Lookin Like A Damn Mess . Didnt Your Mother Teach You Better ??? Oh Yeah That's Right Yo Mama A Dog Her Damn Self ! ". He Said

He Was So Revolting ! I Just Want To Kill Him Sometimes .

~ Back To Reality ~

I Could Hear Glass Shattering Across The Hard Tile Floors In The Kitchen . I Put In My Headphones And Played 'Roman Reloaded.' By Nicki And Turnt It Up As Loud As My iPhone Could Go . It Was Times Like These When I Needed Nicki To Wrap Me In Her Arms & Tell Me Everything Would Be Alright . But She Wouldn't Even Talk To Me At The Moment .

My Bedroom Door Slowly Opens As I See Von's Silhouette . "Come On In BabyBoy."

Javon Lift's The Covers And Hops Into My Bed . I Wrap My Arms Around Him To ReAssure Him That I Wouldn't Let Anything Happen To Him .

"BABY ! IM SORRY , I WON'T DO IT AGAIN." My Mother Pleads .

It Brings Me To Tears When She Begs Him Like That , And He Still Continues To Hit On Her Like A Punching Bag .

"YOU DAMN RIGHT YOU WON'T ! He Shouts .

( BAM )

He Hits Her In The Face .

- Silence -

Next Thing I Hear Is Tony Slamming The House Door And Him Driving Off .

Me And Von Run Out Of My Room To Check On My Mom To . My Mom's On The Ground Crying Surrounded By Broken Glass And Blood , Witch Was Trickling From Her Nose and Mouth .

Von Rushes Over To Lock The Door Making Sure The Monster Couldn't Get Back In . "Be Careful BabyBoy." I Say , Very Cautious Of The Broken Glass.

"Come On Mommy , Let's Get Chu Cleaned Up ." I Say Trying To Hold Back My Tears .

"No Baby I'm Fine ."

"NO YOUR NOT ! THIS HAPPENS ALL THE TIME ! LAST TIME YOU ENDED UP IN A HOSPITAL ! WHAT'S NEXT MA?!?! YOUR NOT FINE !" I Scream Not Being Able To Control My Anger And Tears .

I Get Up And Walk To My Room , I Just Couldn't Take It . I Needed Nicki .