Childhood Sweethearts

Ethan's POV

  The next morning I didn't see Luke,I rubbed my eyes as I slowly got up. I sat there half asleep and I looked at the clock.
It was 6:35 am already, and I saw all my clothes scattered over the floor. I laughed a little and got up. I finally got the energy to get ready and finally went down stairs to make some breakfast for me. I don't know where Luke could be so I decided to text him at least multiple times but there's no response. It was 6:54 am and I just decided not to go to school today. They usually don't do much on Thursdays. I decided just to walk around the park since hardly anyone is at the park. I called for a Uber and it only took about 30 minutes to get there. I paid him and got out of the car. I walked toward a tree and laid down. I said,"peace and quite". I suddenly sneezed twice and sighed as I closed my eyes. I felt like something bad will happen. I got up to the pain in my chest and all of a sudden I see Luke. My eyes widen as I saw Luke being handed weed and a bowl. I wanted to say something but I didn't. I said," Don't you dare do it Luke.. ". I hid behind the tree and I pecked and saw him take and hit. I got so mad I punched the tree. I waited for and few minutes and took another peck and saw what I didn't want to see. I saw Luke being pulled to the man's lap and Luke didn't even do anything. I said to myself," he wouldn't do this right? We've only been together for a day ". I stood there and suddenly saw the man kiss Luke. I didn't know what to do,
Did I want to cry?
Did I want to yell at him?
Did I need to leave?
I saw Luke kiss him back as he also bit the man's lower lip. I didn't want to see this anymore. I turned around and just ran,I want to scream. I ran home and yelled," FUCK!!!!!!". When I finally got home I slammed against the front door and finally opened the door. I walked in and slammed it behind me. I ran upstairs and I got to my room and punched the wall over and over until I started to bleed. I didn't stop until blood was over the wall. I fell onto the floor and smiled weakly. I said," I'll just pretend I didn't see anything.... ". I got up and went downstairs. I got into the kitchen and I opened the cabinet and took one of the alcohol bottles and opened it. I didn't care how it tasted like I just drank it. I drank it so It could take away all the pain. I fell to the floor and drank more. I laughed and said," I hope I die soon ". I laughed more and thought things would work out. I heard the door open and it was Luke. I sat there laughing at myself for thinking I was loved for once. I didn't want to see Luke at all. He walked over to me and saw how I looked. He hugged me tightly but I pushed him away from me. I mumbled," you man whore ",I started to cry as I left the bottle on the floor. I got up and walked up stairs as I lost my step here and there. Once I got to my room I slammed the door right in front of Luke's face. I started to cry more and punched the wall and just sat down. My hands were bleeding and Luke came straight to me and hugged me tightly. I tried pushing him away but I was to weak. I just let him hug me, I sat there as my eyes slowly closed. I suddenly fell asleep and I didn't want any of this anymore. I don't want to remember what he did to me. I just want to feel loved again but I was wrong.
                      

                       Love is a lie