BTS One-Shots

Happier | p.j.m. & m.y.g

I looked at him with my dead eyes.

All the life I have are now gone.

Because she... is all my life.

"Another." I only said and he just sighed and poured another drink on my glass.

I took it in one shot and looked around.

I saw them.

Her laughing as he smiled and whispered to her ear.

Just like we did.

I looked away and looked at my empty glass.

"Another." I muttered while my heart broke into pieces.

"Dude... move on, its been a month now... you said before, if she's happy with Jimin then you'll be happy for them as well." Namjoon said.

I ignored him because I, myself know that he is right.

What can I do anyway?

She's happy with him... not with me.

I want her to be happy.

Even if my happiness will be taken away.

-

Sat on the corner of the room
Everything's reminding me of you
Nursing an empty bottle and telling myself you're happier
Aren't you?
...

I looked at my empty bottle of beer.

I looked around and only see our memories in this room together.

Us cuddling in the sofa.

Us watching our favorite movie.

Me loving you.

And you breaking me.

I smiled to myself.

No worries... she's happy now.

If she's happy then I'm happy.

Even if I'm not the one bringing happiness to you.

And with that thought I cried once again.

-

Ain't nobody hurt you like I hurt you
But ain't nobody need you like I do
I know that there's others that deserve you
But my darling, I am still in love with you

But I guess you look happier, you do
My friends told me one day I'd feel it too
I could try to smile to hide the truth
I know I was happier with you
...

"Yoongi!" I turned around and saw her smiling at me as she called me.

It brought memories that are so beautiful yet its so sad.

I look decent now because I was forced to clean myself by Seokjin.

'You shouldn't look as miserable as what I feel... she'll notice and it'll bring guilt in her heart, do you want that?' Is what he said.

And because I only want Lei Min to be happy... to don't mind me being miserable or not knowing I'm a mess.

I fixed myself.

"Oh hey." I smiled at her.

I wish my smile will come back to how its used to be.

Not the same fake that I show to them.

"Its been months, how are you?"

I'm miserable without you.

"Oh I'm fine... I'm hanging out with Namjoon a lot since Jimin is busy with you now." I said.

"Speaking of which... where is he now?" I asked.

"He went to the bathroom... oh there he is now." She pointed out Jimin who's wiping his hands with his handkerchief.

"I should get going now... got some errands to run." I lied.

I just don't want to see her happy with someone else.

As long as I know she's happy... I'm happy.

But not as happy when we were together.

-

Baby, you look happier, you do
I knew one day you'd fall for someone new
But if he breaks your heart like lovers do
Just know that I'll be waiting here for you
...

"So have you moved on?" Namjoon asked as we have our lunch at a cafè.

I smiled sadly at the black coffee I hold.

"I don't know..." I said.

My heart is too numb to know.

Too hurt to feel.

But I only know one thing.

I'm still waiting for her to come back to me.