Thank you| CYJ

7✨{Shes Gone}

Youngjaes Pov
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When yugyeom left i went to see whats all those noises so i open the door slightly...i saw mark and yugyeom chasing each other...and i saw got7 laughing...is this what it feels to be left out?...oh thats right! I was getting ready to go see hana...so i silently went out of my room with food i made for hana and silently went downstairs when they were laughing at mark and yugyeom i walking downstairs...til

JB: Yah! Youngjae where are you going??

Me: to hana...

JB: hey we wanna go to-

I ran outside and took a taxi and told them to go to __________________Hospital and i only saw my members go into the car and follow the taxi..once i arrived i went to tell the receptionist and she told me where hanas room is so i went to her room..shes was still in her coma i went beside her and held her hand i cried silently

Me: mianhae i was late... i kept saying its my fault not having fun with my members...i would always say its my fault and i would tried to kill myself since i didnt have a purpose on living...but i realized what i was doing...mianhae Hana...mianhae!...i miss you please wake up ....know you tell me to be happy...mianhae i didnt promise that...

I put the bag of food i made for her on her sidebed table and while i was holding her hand...i cried again it broke my heart...

Me: i know you wont open your eyes for me...ill say this...if you wake up..forget me...forget me for not being a good friend

I stood up...and let go of her hand and put a note next to the bag of food..

Me: mianhae..Hana..saranghae you crazy banana...

I smiled at her...i turn around and i saw my members there just looking at me...they were following me...

Me: o-oh h-hey guys!...

JB: so this is where you were?...he said in a rude voice

Mark: Yah Jaebum cant you stop being mad? Its not ne- *Jaebum punches mark*

Jinyoung: YAH STOP IT!

Yugyeom and jinyoung tried to push them off each other...Bambam and jackson was helping yugyeom and jinyoung while i just stood there...then i decided to do something

Me: Y-yah! *they didnt listen so i said it louder* Yah! *they didnt til i had to scream it* YAH CANT YOU STOP FIGHTING?!!

They turned to me

JB: If you didnt come here this wouldent have happen

Me: CANT YOU JUST LET ME BE?! WHY?! WHY DID YOU FOLLOW ME THEN?!! I ONLY WANTED TO SEE HANA AND ALL YOU GUYS DO IS JUST FIGHT WHATS WRONG WITH YOU IF HANA WAS AWAKE SHE WOULD BE SAYING STOP OR SCREAMING AND THAT ISNT GOOD FOR HER HEALTH!! DONT YOU KNOW SHE HAD DEPRESSION!? DONT YOU KNOW ITS MY FAULT FOR EVERYTHING?!! CANT YOU GUYS JUST LET ME BE?!

I pushed them aside and ran away back home i started crying when i got home i went to my room and locked it...

Me: why?...why cant i do anything in life?...hana please wake up :( please?...i miss you...

I looked out the window and i lied down in my bed and slept

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-Next Day-

After 1 month hana hasnt waken up...i have been crying and crying...and my members keep knocking on my door since the incident in the hospital...but this day i wanted food so i went downstairs...i saw my members laughing and talking so i silently went to the cabinet and got a cup and put water in it and drank some..then i went to the fridge and searched for food til i took a granola bar and ate it my members were just watching my actions, after i was done wating i went upstairs til i heard my name...

Jinyoung: Yah youngjae! Come eat with us!

Me: im f-fine...

Mark: no your not come and eat!

Me: i-im fin-

Mark pulled my wrist and brought me to sit down in my chair ...there was a plate in front of it reminded me of hana...i forgot to visit her! I stood up but yugyeom pulled my wrist making me sit again

Yugyeom: i know you wanna see hana but...she...she...gone...what i mean is she died youngjae..

My heart shattered into a million pieces...

Me: w-what?

Yugyeom: m-mianh-

I ran to my room and got ready quick then i ran to the hospital...i told the receptionist her name they said she gone...s-she really did die...so i walked to her grave stone...i touched it and i cried i kept crying for a long time til i heard a voice..

?: hyung dont cry...she will be here with us everyday...in our hearts she will be watching us...

It was yugyeom..He gave me a letter so i opened it...it said 'Look Behind You!' So i turned around and i saw...

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To be continued...WHO IS IT?