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s o m e t i m e s

" s o m e t i m e s "

  m y p o v ;

                           i wonder...

                   mostly i ponder...

                  why i think too much?

                why i sleep too much?

      but mostly i wonder how it makes me feel

               i feel free, free to dream

      i don't want to wake up to what's real.

               why are things the way are?

                     is there a place i can go? 

                      away, away that's far..

         i even wonder at the end of the tunnel

                         is there really a light?

                    because sometimes i wonder

                          why things go left..

                 when i want them to go right?

sometimes i feel sad

sometimes i am happy

when sometimes i wanna feel something

because sometimes it gets lonely.

why sometimes i feel unimportant?

sometimes i do..

why sometimes i give a lot

and don't much back?

just sometimes i don't care

why worry myself do death;

when in other's minds those thoughts aren't there?

sometimes do i do things for nothing?

but i wonder if to someone it does mean something?

sometimes i wonder if it's a bad life;

but then i wonder if it's a bad day..?

sometimes i wonder if there's always tomorrow;

am i not broken, just bent?

then i know it's not the end.

[ g e n e r a l - p o v ]

why do we go through the things that we do?

are you a failure? if you fall through...

but then [we] wonder if the devil's trying to break you?

then i say, "no, because "god's trying to speak to you,"

yet sometimes we can't take it any longer..

but then [i'll] say, "what doesn't kill you, makes you stronger."

sometimes i wonder if i really am happy

then i wonder do i make others happy?

yet that makes me wonder..

what i did wrong if they're not happy with me?

but then i say, "do what makes [you] happy,

make that the person [you] want to be."

t h e e n d ?

i came up with this in the shower. now you have to the power to wonder if it's true or not. maybe it's how you think, what you think about.. if not then it's sometimes what i think about. i have many other thoughts if you'd like to know them? otherwise i can end it here. pls tell me what you think tHANKS a LOT! :D