- Perrie -
Jade fainted yesterday and I totally panicked. If anything happens to her , I'll never forgive myself. I paced back and forth in the waiting room , groaning in frustration. "Perrie , sit down. She's going to be fine" my mother said as I sighed. "But what if she isn't? It's all my fault" I mumbled. "It's not your fault , honey. You didn't know she was sick. Now blaming yourself won't help anything , let's just sit down and pray for the best alright?" my mother said , voice soft and gentle . I huffed and sat down beside her. I laid my head on her shoulder , making inhumane sounds.
"Family of Ms. Thirlwall?" I stood up and exclaimed a 'YES' . "Perrie" my mom said from behind and I shushed her. "I'm her girlfriend. Is Jade alright?" I asked. "I'm afraid I can't tell you personal details unless you're somehow related to Ms. Thirlwall. Is there any family member we can contact?" he asked and I rolled my eyes. "Her brother's out of town and right now she kinda has a problem with her parents so we're the only ones. Please let us see her!" I pleaded. He seems to be deep in thought before deciding to let only me in which was totally fine with my mother.
I walked in to see my angel looking pale on the hospital bed. She never failed to look peaceful , nonetheless. The doctor told me that she's still unconscious which was a bummer. I took a seat beside her bed and took her hand in mine.I rubbed circles on the back of her hand with my thumb as I stared at the brunette beauty. "You look beautiful , Jade" I smiled as I kissed her forehead which was burning. I stroked her hair , singing softly. I never told anyone I could sing , not that I'm good.
A tear left my eye as I realized this happened because of me. "I'm sorry this happened. I should've checked on you earlier and you wouldn't have fainted. I hate myself" I whispered. Suddenly a hand squeezed mine. I looked up from my position to see Jade smiling weakly at me. "It's not your fault , love" she said , voice barely audible. I jumped and hugged her. "Oh my god thank the lord , you're okay! I was scared out of my wits" I exclaimed. She laughed slightly and shook her head. "I'm totally fine" she smiled.
Just then the doctor walked in. "Ahh , Ms. Thirlwall you're awake. You had an extremely high fever which I think you know by now. You probably fainted due to stress and overthinking" he smiled symphatically at Jade. I thanked the doctor as he walked out. I sighed and turned to face Jade . "Stress? Overthinking? What's going on?" I asked as I sat at the edge of her bed. "Everything's fine. He's just exaggera-" I cut her off since it was obvious she's lying "Jade , what's going on?" I asked , voice stern yet gentle.
She mumbled some words I can't make up off while playing with her fingers. "Baba , speak up" I said softly , using my finger to lift up her chin as my eyes locked with her brown orbs. "I'm not mad" I whispered. I read her eyes and for some reason she looked ... terrified. Terrified? I sighed before placing my lips to hers softly before pulling away. "Can you please tell me what's wrong? I'm worried about you" I frowned , stroking her hair.
" I can't tell you ," she squeaked , looking away from my gaze. "You can't tell me? Jade do you not trust me or something?" I asked. "No , it's not that. I'm just not ready to tell you. Please don't get mad" she said , voice barely audible as she held onto my hand. "I'm not mad. Just , it frustrates me when you keep things from me" I said sadly , looking down. "No , Pezza , you'll find out soon!" she cheered but I can see right through her. I smiled and connected our lips in another kiss.
"Now when can I get out of this hell hole?" she exclaimed with a weird accent. I giggled and shrugged. "I'll go ask the doctor , be right back love" I said before kissing her forehead and walking out.
Once I'm out of her room I let out a loud sigh and ran my fingers through my hair. I saw Jade's doctor so I stopped him. "Excuse me. May I know when Jade Thirlwall can be discharged?" I asked , smiling. "Jade Thirlwall .. aah , we have to monitor her for a while so you know she doesn't faint anytime soon. Probably 2-3 days" he said as I thanked him.
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Little Ms. Popular ➸ Jerrie
Fanfictiondisclaimer: i wrote this when i was 12. it's not a good book so! read at your own risk !! The life of Jade Thirlwall is like most typical victims of bully. Or maybe not so typical. This girl over here is falling for hers more and more everyday. She...