The Story Of Nisha

Chapter 27 - The truth is out - part 2

"Siddharth. I've had enough of your lies. You love Divaani much more than you love me. Why can't you just let me leave then!" I shout

"That's not true. The truth is, even that night, I went to her to end our affair. I told her that I didn't want to see her anymore, and to leave my life. I chose you over her " He whispers looking into my eyes

I did want to believe that. But after everything he's done, can I? He is a chat. A lier. A fraud

"Like I'd believe that" I roll my eyes getting my books of the shelf

"Why can't you believe me!?!??! I am telling you the truth! Yes, Divaani and I had an affair. Yes, we were in love. But once I had started developing feelings for you, I told her to leave. I stopped visiting her and calling her. She didn't even go overseas, she was here the whole time. I kept her away from me for the last month so I could be with you. I love you Nisha" He says

"I don't want your love Siddharth. Your love is like the moon, always changing. One moment you'll be head over heels with one woman, and the next you'd be with another. I know I am worthy of more. Your love means nothing to me now" I state

"How dare you say that! What kind of a woman are you? I am telling this for the millionth time, I LOVE YOU. I LOVE YOU NISHA. Why can't you believe me???? Divaani and I are over. We were over a long time ago. She's just trying to create problems in our lives Nisha. You can't let her ruin our marriage. Please don't go Nisha" He pleads. 

I can almost see a teardrop forming in his eyes. A part of me wants to believe him. What if he does truly love me? What if Divaani is just trying to break us apart. 

But no.....

I can't be a fool

I can't fall for Siddharth's games again

I zip up my suitcase and get up off the floor

"Nisha. Don't" He states blocking the door

"Move" I mutter

"Nisha...I won't let you leave me. I want you Nisha" He whispers ssstorking my face

In anger, I shove his hands away from me

"Don't touch me" I pant

"Don't make me lose my cool. I'll give you a minute to let go of your bags and to come back downstairs and have dinner with me. Okay?" He orders

"No. I will not do that. Now let me leave" I say trying to walk past him

His large muscular frame was enough to block me from the door.  

"I won't let you leave this house" He yells

"Well...What will you do to stop me?" I ask crossing my arms

"Well...the door is right there..go.... and then we will see what happens to you wifey" He threatens

I glare at him for a second, then stride towards the door. Just as I twist the doorknob, his rough hands tug my hair

"ARGHHH" I yell

Siddharth was in fury. His eyes were stern and his fists were clenched. 

"Don't you dare try to disobey me again or you will see the worst of me" He  yells

"I think I've already seen the worst of you,Siddharth. I can't let you win this battle" I pant moving away from him

Before I know it, he grabs my waist and shoves me onto the bed. His body towered over mine and fear rose up my spine.

"I'll make you pay for trying to leave me Nisha" He whispers grabbing my neck tightly

My neck ached as he clenched his rough hands around it. His face was so close to me I could feel his warm breath

He strikes me across the face multiple , as I plead him to stop. Tears trickle down my eyes as I try push him away. But he was too strong. 

"Don't do this " I pant

"This is just the begining Nisha" He whispers roughly into my eyes

His words ignited a sense of fear with me. My body starts to tremble. My heart starts to beat faster.

Siddharth gazes into my eyes for a minute, before dropping kisses all over my neck. I try to pull myself away, but his strong body held onto me tightly. The sucking started to get harder, and more aggressive. I moaned pleading hin to stop, but of course he didn't. 

Then began the worst night of my life. 

I was a helpless figure to Siddharth, who heartlessly raped me. Having his body all over mine made me disgusted. The pain he thrusted into me was too much to bear. The fact that I let him to do this to me drove me crazy.

Now, standing in the cold shower, while Siddharth was peacefully sleeping in his bed, no amount of water was enough to wash away my impurity. I never imagined losing my virginity in such an inhumane and revolting way. Even if my rapist was my husband, it is still not okay. I have been in here for the last 45 minutes, unable to control my tears. 

Why did life have to be so ill-fated?

Why was I always the victim?

Now, standing in the shower, after being raped by the very man I call my husband, the both physical and emotional pain is unable to bear. 

My self-respect and dignity, has once again disappeared.

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