Orders given, orders ignored (Ereri/riren story)

~Break~

Erens POV

he doesn't believe me? How! I was so obvious! How could I lie? He's what every guy and girl in the world would want!...

I mean what had this man gone through to make him think that somone loving him was a lie?

Either way, I'm not giving up. I'm going to make him see how much I love him...he will see I'm not lying

'I wonder when the next expedition
is...' I think to my self as I see hanji walking down the hall her shoes making a clicking noise against the polished floor

"Hanji! Hanji! Wait!"
I yell for her as she walks.
She stops in her tracks and turns toward me

"Oh! Hey baby titan!"
She says smiling Her bright shiny smile
"What is it?"

"Umm... w-we'll.. I told levi... and-"
"Oh my god! You did what happened ?! What did he say!? Dose he feel the same!"
She started her very loud talking

"Hanji Calm Down! I'll tell you.. but you won't like it..."
Her smile turns into a frown, her eyes becoming sympathetic

"Okay.. I'll listen.."

I sigh and grab her hand walking to my room as I begin to talk to her
"Okay, so we were walking to my room and I offered for him to come in, he did and we talked I asked how he felt about me. He said I was a good cadet etc... nothing special like I had hoped.."
I said sadly

"That doesn't mean he doesn't like you like th-"
I stop her before she can talk more

"Wait, Hanji that's not all. He asked me how I felt, I told him, he laughed thinking it was a joke. Until I kissed him.."
I explained looking up to see her a giggling mess
"And then he pushed me to the floor wiping his lips and called me filthy.... today I went back to his room to apologize to him, not wanting him to be angry at me for a long time. Only to get there and see him looking a mess, and find out that he thought I was lying to him... about my love. He said 'why would any one love me...' when I left I heard banging and walked in only to find him with a broken hand and a dent wall with blood covering it.. I left again to him forcing me to and now I'm here."

As I end my story I look up to see hanji with her mouth ajar in Disbelief

"My god... my poor shortie he hasn't gotten over them, has he ?"

I raised my eyebrow
"Who?"

"Oh.. no one... But I'm sorry Eren I really thought he liked you. And I still do, he just doesn't think he dose... keep trying, I'll help you"
She told me smiling once again

"Thank you squad leader"
I smile

"But one question, when's the next expedition? I thought it was going to be tomorrow.."
I ask her leaning against my door, that we had got to as we had walked.

"Oh! Erwin was going to have it today, but saw how everyone was training so hard and was getting warned out, so he decided that all the survey corps could have a week break to relax, and not train. So that we could be fully recovered for the next expedition, that is rescheduled for next week" she says a chirp in her tone

"Hm... a break? Will all the squad leaders have the same break?"
I ask curious

"When they finish all the work needed, Yes"

"Do... do you think levi will have his work done?"
I ask looking down

"Hm, well he usally has his done ahead of time 90% of the time. Why?"

"O-oh no reason..."
I stutter, nervously opening my door

Hanji nods smirking "Okay... what ever you say baby titan... have a good day!"
She said the smirk still on her face as she walked away

-sorry that was short just wanted to post anything I could since I hadn't in a while