The Dark Web [ V h o p e +18]

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Jung Hoseok

When our nose tips collided my mind suddenly shut down. I knew he would kiss me now. And I knew I would let him. Not because I wanted him, but because I needed devotion. When our lips touched I closed my eyes and just tried to sense some emotions. Just tried to feel something real for once. He kissed me deeper and I didn't even notice my hands wandered to his back. "Do you want more?" He whispered as our lips removed for a moment. I didn't say anything and instead kissed him harder and directed him to my bed. The emotions which were pumping through my heart were not that intense, but somehow I just let it happen. He pulled me down on my blanket and crawled on my body.

"Hoseok y-- Yoongi? " I suddenly heard another voice and quickly looked to the door. "Jiwoo!" I Shouted and pushed Yoongi away from me.

Yoongi had left immediately like a coward after my sister ran into her room. She cried. I made her cry. Desperately I followed her into her room, trying to save the situation. "He just did it. Jiwoo. I'm sorry."

"GET OUT!" I didn't remember a time she shouted at me, but now she did. Loudly, angrily, mad, hurt. I felt the pain in my heart by seeing her like this. Before I could say something she shut her room door. I couldn't sleep, not now. I broke her heart when she always tried to fix me.

For about two hours I was sitting on the couch and thought about how fucked up I was. I should apologize properly. Maybe she was still awake. I made silent steps into her room and saw that she was asleep, the blanket covered the left side of her body. I wanted to wake her up and hug her but did not. She lied there in peace. For a moment I stood there and just mustered her, I should cover her body with the blanket completely. Slowly I grabbed the blanket and was about to do so, but her open leg was like a magnet for my senses. I let my fingertips slide over her skin and kept starring at her. Tomorrow I will apologize, I told myself and went out of my room.

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"The time is up." The professor said and I checked my exam papers a last time and then finally gave them to him. I probably have slept for maybe two or three hours. Turned our Jiwoo did have feelings for Yoongi, otherwise she would not have cried afterwards. I felt bad. Very bad. I had fucked up, once again. And Yoongi just got out like a coward. I hadn't seen him attempting the exam, tho I did not care anyway. He messed me up, and now my sister as well. Some days passed by and Jiwoo did not talk properly to me. It hurt me but I had to give her time. After my weekly therapy I was on my way back home when I suddenly heard my phone popping up.

1 new Message from Unknown

I clicked on it and suddenly saw a video of me, but it was not in my room. No it was in Jiwoo's room. The video was two hours long. Fuck. I saw myself in that video, standing at her bed. Even worse. I flicked through the video and also saw that there where record parts I touched her, without her noticing. I couldn't help but starting to sweat. Who would hack into her webcam? And why? I did not respond to this video, there was nothing the person wrote in addition to that. Maybe It was just a stupid scare off. I sat down on a rock and tried to calm down. These were records of four days, which meant I spent about thirty minutes a night at her bed. I started realizing how pathetic I was. If she knew, she would probably freak out.

1 new Message from Unknown

I never clicked that fast on a message before. It was a screenshot of the chat I had in the dark net, when I admitted that I watched my sister. My breathing got irregular and I sensed how my heart wanted to drop out of chest.

1 new Message from Unknown

"No, no. Make it stop." I mumbled and observed a picture which was taken from me when I was in the web at this night. So that person really hacked into my webcam as well- No. this couldn't be reality.