Beautiful Trauma

Kapitulo Dieciseis

Plans

May Laurence Soria's

"Haaa... ohhh... hmmm... ohhh... shit... oohhh..."

Yves put his hand over my mouth. Natatawa siya habang gumagalaw sa loob ko. Hindi kasi ako pwedeng mag-ingay dahil maririnig kami ni Mariah. He was inside me again, that night, I don't know how many times we have done it today pero go lang siya nang go. Payag naman ako, siyempre namiss ko rin naman siya kaya lang nagtataka na talaga ako kasi para bang gutom na gutom siya palagi.

He came inside of me, kissed me and rolled over by my side. Kinumutan niya ako saka niyakap nang mahigpit.

"Sabi ko sa'yo, h'wag kang maingay." He was laughing softly.

"Pwede ba naman iyon, ang gigil mo kaya."

"Eh na-miss nga kasi kita. Pa-kiss nga sa kilikli." Sukat ba namang hinalikan niya ako sa kilikili tapos ay may kasamang kiliti pa. Napasigaw ako. Tinakpan na naman niya ang bibig ko.

"Sabi ko h'wag kang maingay, parang tanga ito." He said.

"Kiniliti mo ako! Gigil ka nga kasi."

"Two and a half years akong tigang." He said to me.

"So, nanonood ka lang ng porn?' I asked innocently. He shrugged. Tumayo muna siya at pumasok sa bathroom, paglabas niya ay may dala na siyang wet towel para linisin ako. He's really that sweet.

"Honestly, I did try to date." Hindi ako nagsalita. Nakatingin lang ako sa kanya and somehow, I didn't find that offending or kagalit-galit. I like that he is telling me these things. "Seven months after you left for L.A, I tried dating, I put myself out there and it's amazing na kahit wala tayo, it felt like I am still cheating on you."

"Aww, that's so sweet." Sabi ko. Inabutan niya ako ng malinis na t-shirt.

"Magdamit ka, maginaw mamaya." Sumunod naman ako.

"Tapos? Did you finally get that feeling off your chest?"

"I did. Doon sa second date, we ate out then she wanted me to come over her house. Nagpunta naman ako, we made out tapos noong nandoon na biglang tumawag si Ate Clari, may sakit daw si Clara, wala daw si Paolo so, she needs me. I had to go. Sayang iyong moment. I needed to get laid 'cause I was so horny, but Clara is my niece and she needed me pero pagdating ko doon, okay na daw si Clara. The woman was so bummed out hindi na niya ako kinausap."

Tawa ako nang tawa. He was shaking his head.

"Tawa ka diyan."

"Nakakatawa kasi."

"Didn't you try dating?" It was his turn to ask me.

"I didn't. Ayoko nang maulit iyong pagkakamali kay Gael no, so hindi. Noong nasa L.A. ako, I focused on myself. Diba sabi ko sa'yo I want to know kung sino ako nang wala ka andI did find out and I kinda like that person but I like it more when I am with you."

"Wow, breezy!" Sinuntok ko siya.

"Kainis ka. Teka, B1, hungry ako."

"Hungry din ako pero ito iyong gusto kong kainin." He palmed my sex. Pinanlakihan ko siya ng mata.

"For food." I said.

"Too bad. Tara sa mess hall."

"Mag-shower muna ako." Sabi ko.

"Sabay na tayo."

Pinanlakihan ko siya ng mata.

"Shower lang walang hanky panky! Nagugutom talaga ako!" I told him. Hinalikan niya muna ako bago kami pumasok sa shower. We just really showered. Walang hanky panky. Pagod rin naman ako kasi kapag may chance, hahatakin niya ako tapos mag-go kami. Tuwang – tuwa iyong loko, alam niyang na-miss ko siya kaya gagong – gago ang dating.