Should I?

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Sungjae's P.O.V.

I was really happy about last night dahil success ang surprise namin kay Kiara. Sobrang sarap at gaan sa feeling na mapasaya mo ang taong mahal mo.

Hindi ko ineexpect na ganun magiging reaksyon niya. Siguro kasi dahil matagal tagal na din niyang hindi sinicelebrate ang birthday niya.

Pero dipa rin talaga ako makapaniwala na pumayag siyang magcelebrate ng birthday niya. Ika nga nila expect the unexpected.

Well siguro dahil di talaga natin masasabi ang future.

"Love, thank you about last night." Kiara said. As usual, nandito ulit kami sa favorite tambayan namin. Kumakain ng lunch 😂

"Love, it's nothing. Okay? Ako nga dapat ang mag thank you sayo eh."

"Ha? Bakit naman? Para saan?"

"Syempre kasi sa 9 years ngayon ka nalang ulit nagcelebrate ng birthday mo. It's like an achievement for me love."

"It's just I realized something, that's why. Thanks love for everything."

We keep on talking about random things until something came up into my mind. Yung feeling na gusto ko ng sabihin sakanya lahat but I'm scared, really scared.

"Love, I'm sorry but I have to go. I forgot may group project nga pala kami and we have a meeting today." Yun nalang ang sinabi kong excuse para makapag isip ako kung pano ko sasabihin sakanya.

"Alright love. Goodluck on that." She smiled and kissed me on my lips.

I'm hurt right now. Because I really love this girl and I can't live my life without her. I'm afraid of everything. I'm scared of telling her about the truth because I might lose her.

But she needs to know the truth. Gusto kong linisin pangalan ng dad ko. Dad is a really good person and he will never do such thing.

I went home and thinking about a strategy on how I'm gonna tell her the truth.

- - - - -

Days passed by and I still couldn't tell her about everything. I keep asking myself "should I tell her?" "should I not tell her?"

"Love?" I heard her voice kaya naman napatingin ako sakanya. I almost forgot we're having our date.

"Y-yes love?" Mautal utal kong sabi.

"Are you alright? Why are you sweating?" Pinunasan niya ko gamit ang panyo ko na kinuha niya sa bulsa ko.

"Love nilalagnat ka." Nagulat ako sa sinabi niya.

Sa sobrang kakaisip ko kung pano sasabihin sakanya yung totoo, diko akalaing lalagnatin ako ng ganito.

"Love let's go home. Ihahatid kita sainyo." Nung marinig ko ang katagang yun. Umiling agad ako. Ayokong makita niya sila dad. I'm not yet ready.

"Anong hindi? Kailangan mong umuwi love. You have a fever. You need to take a rest. Okay?"

"Love. Pwede bang dun nalang muna ko sa bahay niyo magpahinga?" Nakita kong kumunot ang noo niya.

"Are you out of your mind? Bakit ka naman sa bahay magpapahinga? Pwede naman kitang ihatid sainyo."

"Ayokong ihatid moko sa bahay namin love. Ayokong umuwi ka ng mag isa. Mas gugustuhin ko pang dun moko dalhin sa bahay niyo so when I feel okay, I could go home by myself so nothing could happen to you since you're already in your house."

"Why are you like this love?"

"Please love." Nakita ko siyang nagbuntong hininga at ngumiti.

"Okay fine. Kung wala ka lang talagang sakit kukurotin kita sa singit mo love."

"Baliw ka love. Masakit yun." We both chuckled.

Naputol ang date naming dalawa at muntik pako mapahamak dahil sa lagnat ko. Buti nalang napakiusapan ko siya na sakanila magpagaling dahil na din sa lagnat ko.

After a couple of minutes ay nakarating na kami sa bahay nila, nagtaka si tita dahil bakit daw ako dinala dito instead sa bahay namin. But I insisted na dito muna ako magstay at sinabi kong ayaw kong mag alala sila mom and dad sakin since they were both busy sa work.

"Pasaway ka talagang bata ka. Pumunta na kayo sa kwarto while I'm getting ready your medicine ng makapagpahinga ka na."

"Thanks tita and I'm sorry sa abala."

"It's nothing ano ka ba."

"Thanks mom." Kiara said.

Pumunta na kami sa kwarto ni Kiara and pinahiga niya nako sa kama.

"Love dito ka lang okay? I'll go downstairs and help mom." pagpapaalam niya but I didn't let her.

"No love, stay with me."

"Bu--"

"Please." nagbuntong hininga siya and umupo sa tabi ko.

"You're being childish love."

"No love. I just don't want you to leave me here."

"Alright, alright. *smiles*"

"Tama na yang kasweetan niyo mga anak. Magpagaling muna yung isa jan para makapagharutan na ulit kayo. *chuckles*" Narinig kong sinabi ni tita nung pumasok siya sa kwarto habang may bitbit na tray na may tubig at gamot with snacks.

"Moooom." Pagsasaway ni Kiara.

"Asus, nahiya pa ang dalaga ko. Osige na, alagaan mo na yang bebe loves mo."

"Ha? Bebe Loves? Saan mo naman natutunan yan mom?"

"Hello? May tv kaya tayo anak. HAHAHA" pang aasar ni tita kay Kiara.

I can see that they were both happy even without tito. But still, napaisip ako kung sakaling buhay kaya si tito mas masaya pa kaya sila ngayon?

Minsan nalulungkot din ako para kay Kiara, I couldn't imagine myself being in her situation. Nung dinampot pa nga lang si dad sa Police station para interviewhin, sobrang natakot nako nun dahil kala ko mawawalan nako ng dad. How much more kung nagpalit kami ng situation ni Kiara.

"Tita, thanks for everything." I said. I'm so blessed to have them both in my life.

"Ano ka ba hijo, wala lang yun. Tsaka kung makapag thank you ka parang namamaalam ka ah?"

"Ha? N-no po tita. I just wanna say thank you, really."

"I was just kidding. HAHAHA"

"Mooom. Stop it."

"Okaaaay. I gotta go kids. Pagaling ka Sungjae okay?"

"Yes tita. Thank you again." She just raised her hands and left.

"I was thinking love, when I will meet your parents?" Bigla akong nanigas sa sinabi ni Kiara.

"H-ha?"

"You know, you already met my mom. Maybe it's time naman na yung parents mo naman makilala ko diba? Kasi usually, sa side muna ng guy yung first meeting then sa girl na after."

I am DOOMED!

"Tsaka malapit na din naman ang Pasko love. So maybe it's the right time. Gusto ko din magpasko sa inyo after dito sa bahay. Right?"

"U-uhm. Y-yeah r-right."

"Anyway, uminom ka na ng gamot mo love para makapagpahinga ka na."

I'll be really a DEAD MEAT!

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