CAN'T LET YOU GO

~• Chapter 5 •~

3rd POV

After Jin finished the song emotionally, the crowd of fans cheered for him.

"Kansamnida.." Jin bowed down multiple times as he placed down his guitar.

He high fived his bandmates, Jungkook, Jimin, and Taehyung.

Yes, he became an famous idol star after long years of training in an agency.

"You did a great job today guys" He patted his bandmates' backs.

Then there he saw Jisoo again from the crowd, he gave her a cold glare.

Jisoo looked at him with full guilt.

Jisoo's POV

After many long years not seeing him, I suddenly had the urge to talk to him, that's the only way I could banish my guilt away.

Many fans were now about to swarm around him and his bandmates on the stage but luckily they had their bodyguards to protect them.

I decided to go at the backstage to wait for him there when two men blocked my way.

"Well excuse there Miss, you can't enter here" One man spoke

I practically showed them my ID and they instantly bowed down and let me enter.

As I entered, my heart beat stopped for a moment, as I felt a cold bead of sweat form in my forehead.

There he was... And his eyes widened the moment he saw me. His other bandmates looked at me as well with such burning curiosity.

"J-Jin... We need to talk" I stuttered

Flashforward >>> Inside an empty room in the backstage.

Me and Jin stood across each other, I leaned my back on the wall, while Jin leaned his back on a table.

"What do you wanna talk about?" He asked me not even bothering to look at me in the eyes.

"About us." I replied without hesitation

"Us? It's been so many years since you've left me without a word and you still have the guts to talk about us?" He spoke emphasizing the word 'us'.

"Jin...listen, I-..."

"Excuse me Jisoo ssi, I am quite busy today, so no matter what explanation you'd give me, you're just wasting your time because I won't listen to someone who's not worth it" He said as he left the room.

Pain struck me in the chest, he just said that I wasn't worth it, well that'd be true, it was my fault in the first place, but can't he just give me a time to explain everything?

Am I too late?

That night....

Jin's POV

After showering with warm water, I changed to my comfortable sleeping outfit then dived straight unto my king sized bed.

I'm currently in my own huge manor that I bought ever since I became an idol.

It's too sad that I couldn't let my mom live here in this huge house... If only..

If only she was still alive.

I started closing my eyes to sleep but I'm afraid I'm having a hard time doing it.

My thoughts lingered on what happened awhile ago. I never expected to see Jisoo again after so many years.

I hold so much grudge because of the pain she caused me all throughout these years.

I should haven't cried in front of her awhile ago to let her know that I'm now a stronger person and to show her that I'm not affected by her presence and that I don't love her anymore.

But.. I did cry, now I would want to curse to myself...

Because one thing is for sure....

I still love her like a fool even if she had tear my heart to pieces.

Jisoo's POV

I am currently staying in my own suite that Dad had set up for me.

I laid down on my bed, my mind can't erase what happened awhile ago.

That look in Jin's eyes... I see so much pain in it.

I think it's really all of my fault. Why did I even became the coward I am?

I should have told him long before, in that way I could've lessen the mess I've made.

I hope he forgives me. I want him back.. And I miss him so damn much.

I wanna go back in time, to those moments we shared together.

The struggles we fought together and the times we would be by each other's side.

I hope I could replay those times.

I miss him and I won't give up on him.

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