[HER series 1: Jungkook] - Engaged
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❝ I don't know why but I'm still hoping. ❞ --HER
❝ I wan't her out of my life. ❞ --HIM
❝ I'm so scared that I'll stay here being in love with you, waiting for you and then in the end, you'll just lea...
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Fuck! I don't know okay? I'm just mad.
Ok, I'll admit I was pretty harsh on her. Fuck that menstruation! Fine, fine, I'll say sorry to her.
Umaakyat ako sa kwarto namin. Good thing she didn't lock the door or I will sleep in the couch. Naabutan ko siyang nakahiga sa kama. Is she sleeping? Humakbang ako papunta sa kama. I was right. She's sleeping.
"Hey, Saf. Hey. " I said poking her. She didn't move.
Hindi ko alam kung anong espiritong sumanib sa akin dahil imbis na umalis ay tumabi lang ako sa kanya. Here I am, watching her asleep.
I heaved a sigh " I know you can't hear me but I'm still saying this. First of all, I wanted to say sorry. I made a terrible mistake. Aish, why didn't you tell me you have menstruation this whole week. Hindi ko tuloy alam na kaya ka pala moody dahil meron ka. To be honest, I really want to say all of this when I always hurt or say something bad about you. You know that I'm not that kind of person. "
"Why am I even saying this? I'm sorry...again. " I said and stood up.
I went outside her room. I really want some fresh air. Lumbas ako ng dorm at sinuot ko yung jacket ko. Gabi na naman wala na sigurong mga sasaengs. Pumunta ako ng park, malapit sa dorm. I took one of my cigarettes and flick my lighter. Ang tagal ko ng hindi nakakapag-sigarilyo. I remembered lagi akong bumibili ng apat na kaha tapos nauubos ko siya ng isang araw. Ganun ako kaadik. But...that was before. And I don't want to go back there, never again.
"Anong nakain mo at naninigarilyo ka ata ngayon? " Tanong niya.
"Nothing. Stress. " Sagot ko. Kumuha rin siya at sinindihan.
Katahimikan ang sumalubong sa amin. Walang gustong magsalita.
Haggang sa binasag niya ang katahimikan at hindi ko nagustuhan ang sumunod niyang sinabi.
"Hindi na ako magpapaligoy-ligoy pa. Stop hurting Saf. She don't deserve you. " Sabi niya. Mula sa pagkakatinigin sa kawalan ay napatingin ako sa kanya. Why does he even care? Bakit ba siya nangingialam?
"Hyung, ano bang pinagsasabi mo? "
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