But what does he know? I've always been alone. And Jungkook-ah will leave me soon. Then what? I'll just die here in alone as always.
"Made a wrong turn, once or twice
Dug my way out, blood and fire
Bad decisions, that's alright
Welcome to my silly life
Mistreated, misplaced, misunderstood
Miss 'No way, it's all good', it didn't slow me down.. Mistaken, always second guessing, underestimated....Look, I'm still around" He sang P!nk's song to me.
"Pretty, pretty please, don't you ever, ever feel... Like you are less than, less than fuckin' perfect....Pretty, pretty please, if you ever, ever feel like you're nothing.... You're perfect to me...." He was trying to make sure I knew he loved me.
"You're so mean when you talk about yourself, you were wrong...Change the voices in your head make them like you instead
So complicated, look happy, you'll make it
Filled with so much hatred, such a tired game
It's enough, I've done all I can think of
Chased down all my demons, I've seen you do the same" He had so much emotion in his voice. I felt how hurt he was. It doesn't matter. With me like this and my secrets safely hidden no one can get hurt anymore. Kookie will be safely returning home soon. Everything will be fine, now.
"Please wake up." He cried kissing my forehead.
***Next day***
He put his hands in mine again like last time.
"Please Y/N. Please you gotta wake up." The man cried holding onto me for life.
He sang to me again.
***Next Day***
His hand was in mine. He was warm and soft like always.
"Please wake up. Sing with me, I miss your voice." He told me sad.
Then he sang to me.
***Next Day***
He sang.
***Next Day***
He sang... mostly cried though.
***Next Day*** Its been a Week Since Mark Arrived
He sang to me, begging I wake up.
***Next Day***
He sang again but more angry than sad. He knew I didn't want to wake up.
***Next Day***
He sang trying to me to listen
***Next Day***
He sang again.
***Next Day***
Again he sang pleading for me to open my eyes.
***Next Day***
Again he sang to me. I'm actually getting used to his voice here everyday.
***Next Day***
He sang to me again. His heart was broken and it was my fault. I caused them all this pain. If I had just listened to Mark.
***Next Day***
"Do you even know who I am?" He asked after all this time. He just now realized he never said.
"Its me Cheesy..." He cried. Cheesy? Only Mark calls me Cheesy anymore.
"It's Mark. I came home for you. I've never left you." He cried my heart stopped. It was him singing to me. Holding my hand, telling me he loved me. My bestfriend dropped his training to come home for me?
"I can't live without you in this world. Cheesy, please wake up for me. You have to." He begged, now sobbing. I heard someone come in. Mark let go of my hand and someone else held me. It was Kookie.
"Hi Noona. I'm sorry. Everything is my fault. And now I'm being forced to go home. I leave today. I wanted to say thank you one last time before I go." He let go of my hand before kissing my forehead. Why?? Why did he have to leave me too.
*****LATER THAT SAME DAY****
I was laying alone when I heard what sounded like a group of people coming into my room. I knew it must be doctors. It has to be.
"Another day has gone
I'm still all alone
How could this be
You're not here with me
You never said goodbye
Someone tell me why
Did you have to go
And leave my world so cold" Mark sang our song. The song we always sang when down or apart from eachother.
"Every day I sit and ask myself
How did love slip away
Something whispers in my ear and says" He kept singing to me.
"That you are not alone....I am here with you...Though you're far away...I am here to stay...But you are not alone...I am here with you...Though we're far apart...You're always in my heart.. But you are not alone...." He sang to me. And I felt something, something I haven't in a long time.
"'Lone, 'lone..... Why, 'lone" Two other men started singing too.
"Just the other night
I thought I heard you cry
Asking me to come
And hold you in my arms
I can hear your prayers
Your burdens I will bear
But first I need your hand
Then forever can begin" Now it was Jungkook and Mark singing to me.
"Every day I sit and ask myself.... How did love slip away.... Something whispers in my ear and says" Mark sang to me.
That you are not alone.... I am here with you
Though you're far away...I am here to stay... But you are not alone.... I am here with you.... Though we're far apart..... You're always in my heart....But you are not alone" Now at least 7 guys all were singing to me.
"Lone, 'lone.. Why, 'lone" Jungkook sang his soul to me..
"Whisper three words and I'll come running
And girl you know that I'll be there
I'll be there" Jungkook promised.
"That you are not alone...I am here with you
Though you're far away....I am here to stay
But you are not alone... I am here with you......Though we're far apart....You're always in my heart....But you are not alone" 14 guys easy were singing to me. All praying I wake up.
"'Lone, 'lone... Why, 'lone" Mark cried.
"For you are not alone... Not alone oh...You are not alone...You are not alone...Say it again
You are not alone...." They sang so full of love. I wanted to move. So I tried. I felt my fingers on my left hand wiggle a bit.
"You are not alone Y/N Not alone, Not alone..If you just reach out for me girl...In the morning, in the evening...." I tried moving my right hand and I did!
"Not alone, not alone....You and me not alone....Oh together together... Not not being alone....Not not being alone" They stopped singing, holding their breath. Mark kissed my forehead.
"She isn't responding." Jackson spoke... wait Jackson?!? Why's he here?
"Kookie-ah we have to go. I'm sorry." Seokjin soothed a crying Kookie. Seokjin is here too!?!
"Yah we call come to see you. All of GOT7 and BTS." Jimin held my other hand. He shocked me when he touched me. I managed to move me hand, scaring him.
I parted my mouth slightly trying to speak. Nothing came out of course.
"Come on Mark lets go." Seokjin spoke sad.
"Okay hyung." Mark went to leave when suddenly I grabbed him. The room went silent. He didn't move or say anything. I let my heart rate go up. Suddenly my eyes shot open. I looked around. Everyone was there!
"Cheesy!" Mark broke into tears before hugging me. I groaned in pain. I'm still healing. I had a tube in my throatI didn't previously know about. Jackson ran out into to the hall screaming for help.
Within minutes the tube was gone and I could speak. Doctors did an examination of me saying I was perfectly fine. Though I found I need to relearn to walk. Thats nothing though.
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