"Feeling"
You little hypocrite.
You think this is easy for me?
You hurt me,
Scorn me,
Tell me I don't write with feeling.
Darling I put my life blood
Into this poetry.
Poetry is how I connect with others,
How I express how deep and vast my pain goes.
You want how I feel?
Here we go...
Careful what you ask for my dear.
I am drowning,
Strangled,
Suffocating.
I watch as the air swirls,
Twirls,
Whirls
In spirals from my nose and mouth
Into the open ocean above till they reach the surface.
I can feel the burn,
The ache,
The pain...
The excitement pulse through my chest.
I may be drowning,
Dying,
But at least I'm away from you!
There's only one thing left to do now!
I choke on the water,
The water sinking into every part of me,
My whole self growing heavy...
I am dying...
So be it...
But it was only a dream!
If only getting away from you was that easy!
So now here I am,
You are approaching me with hate,
Love absent from your stare.
You cut,
Lash,
Slash,
Splash this toxic feeling on me!
I scream,
Cry,
Yell,
Fight,
But I can never get away from you.
This blood pulses through my veins.
I am high on adrenaline,
No longer feeling the pain of the past...
And I see you there.
Defenseless on the floor...
But I won't hurt you.
I will not be the monster you want me to be.
I help you up,
Just so you can strangle me again...
I put my morals over my pain...
I guess you can say
That i'm only human.
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Life Notes & Love Letters
PoetryThis is the next chapter of my life, might as well start it right... I'm recording my emotions, that are deep enough to fill an ocean. And don't get bored of my rhymes, they're just in my work sometimes... Enjoy~! Please leave any comments, tips, t...