That was the worst day of my life
I've never cried so hard in my life
I had stopped breathing regular
and my mom had to calm me down over the phone
she had cancer
my friend had cancer
the only person I knew I could talk to had cancer
and it was in the last stages
my friend could possibly die
and I couldn't do a damn thing
I was all happy
reading stories on wattpad
when my mother called me
I knew something was wrong because she was taking too many pauses
I asked what is it?
I wanted her to hurry up
my coffee was getting cold
then she told me
I just couldn't breathe
I couldn't see
I couldn't hear
I was all disarray
what?
she's not serious
this isn't funny
she asked if I was still there
my voice was thick with unshed tears
she began to go into detail about the matter
then I screamed
an ear piercing crying scream
I cried
no I bawled
I paced around crying
then I felt my knees go weak
I fell to the ground crying
then I started heaving
I ran out of tears
but could no longer breathe
I eventually calmed down
my mother said she was on her way to come get me
I was like a zombie for the rest of the day
