Never Let Go (A Gay Furry story)

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Jackson looks at me scared to even tell me the truth, he tries to speak but nothing comes out from his maw. "Well are you gonna speak or what?" I keep looking at him until he starts to cry himself. At that moment is when I start to feel like an ass for having pushed him to talk to me about what had happened to him.

"I'm sorry Jackson or uh Jack since I always called you that more than anything else but just I have so many questions right now and so little time to ask them" He clears his eyes to then take out his phone to look at the time. "Why don't you have time? Is there somewhere special you have to be at?" I think for second wondering if I should tell him about where I am gonna go with Dale or if I should even tell him who Dale is.

"Well I actually have to make sure that I don't miss my plane or else I'll be left behind but that doesn't matter right now. You called and that's why I am here just to talk, right" Jack rubs his head then gives a small smile.

"Okay fair enough. I guess the reason for me not having had talk to you was because I was scared shitless to talk to you... things didn't go so well with my dad at Japan so then we had to move back after a few months of staying over there" I listen to what he has to tell me.

"Once we got back here I did get a new phone number so I tried my best to transfer my contacts but for just some reason I somehow lost your number so I never was able to message you but then again I could have messaged you online, yet I didn't" I see Jake let out a light sigh making me feel like the bad guy since I have been just pushing him so hard to tell me the truth on why he never talked to me until then.

"Its okay Jake. You don't have to explain anymore than you did already but something I really want to do is if you think we can hangout again maybe not like right at this second cause I don't have the time but when I come back? You, me, and a new friend I made although I might have to call him to make sure he's doing fine cause our building burnt down" Jake raises his eyebrow when I mention the burning building.

"You didn't hear about it on the news? The condo building that got burnt down to like a crisp almost just cause some hippie left candles on near their window blinds?" Jake's open a bit wide now remembering the whole thing that had happened.

"So wait? You lived there?" He asks me while ripping apart a napkin. "Yeah I did with my boyfriend but right now I am at his place with his dad since we still are both looking for a new place to stay but we can't find a new place to stay at because we just got side tracked with Dale's mother since things are happening that I don't want to go into full detail yet."

"Wait, wait, wait. So much stuff in one sentence! So Dale? Is your boyfriend then? Since you kind of like didn't tell me this until now but congrats on that though! I'm happy you've found someone to spend your time with but enough with the sappy love. So like there's something happening with his mother?" Jake asks me curiously. "Yeah I'll just tell you one bit and it just has to do with cheating. I'm not giving you anything more because it's not my life to tell you about. It's my boyfriends" Jake nods his head in agreement knowing he shouldn't ask anymore questions about the topic.

"So uh... What time is your flight then?" I look down at my phone to see how much more time I have. "I would say that I have a solid one more hour with you before I have to leave 'cause I sure don't wanna miss my flight mostly cause tickets to the UK aren't cheap and we aren't rich well maybe I think Dale is just a bit but i don't know because I don't wanna talk money with him."

"Yeah talking about money can sometimes interfere with a relationship but I'm sure you'll be fine and have nothing to worry about at all" I give Jake a smile feeling a bit more better knowing that I have him back in my life but I do worry about something...

"I'm sure I don't but there will be something to always worry about in the end somehow" I give a shrug not knowing what else to tell him.

"So we have an hour still. Do you want to like maybe take quick stroll through the park that's like right across from the cafe?" I look across the street seeing many other furs walking happily together or kids running around laughing as they play around the swing set.

"Sure, I could go for a nice calming walk cause I'm sure as hell going to have a long airplane ride that I'm not super looking forward into but I'm doing it 'cause it's important for someone that I love" Jake seems to have given a forced smile but I try to ignore it not wanting to think what I am thinking.

We walk along the whole park or most of the park at least. I say goodbye to him by giving him a hug. While on my way back home I can't stop thinking of it even until I see both Blake and Dale playing video games again in the living room.

"Hey hun?" I sit next to him being a bit crushed by him but I don't mind because I get to be close to him. "Yeah? Something wrong? How'd the little meet up with your friend go?" I don't know how to say it any other way than to Dale so I spit it out. "I think he still likes me after all these years he was gone"

Wow! I wrote something after all this time! If it wasn't for a friend I wouldn't have written this LOL! •3• well I hope you guys will like it