Speed of light

Girl meets confused

Maya's P.O.V

I'll make it, Riley will visit and .....Everything is changing
Hope is for suckers after all , I know ,I should be  with her right now but Lucas  probably is there and they need sometime together right? It just feels weird, I'm okay with their relationship Josh  is a nice guy......(I don't want a nice guy) Do I like Lucas? NOPE he's great as a BROTHER ..Then again why do I feel kinda jealous when Riley is with him, ugh! Feelings are hard ..and maybe I know the answers to all my questions  Im just afraid of listening to them .

Feeling cold I wake up the clock reading 3:45 "Tacos!" Riley is leaving  at 8:00 . I take a black hoodie and storm out leaving Shawn and mom laughing . I knock on the window (thing that I never do) But nothing .. the brunette girl is sobbing unstoppable my heart races and my breath hitches , she makes me kinda hate her  , no one makes the Maya hart feel this way  except Riley as you see .I knock again and she faces me (what a mistake) her face is stain with tears (Riley! No one makes the Maya Hart feel thi- Oh! Come on who am I kidding) her chocolate eyes those  eyes that I get lost in  are puffy and red , my heart beats again louder and faster I need to leave, Riley walks over to me and thats it I run down the stairs and nothing is stopping me..My screams fill the air making my lungs grasp for air but I can't, everything gets blurry then black and thats all I can remember.
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Dun Dun Dun! Lol

Slowly I look around realizing I'm on the hospital and flashbacks flick .Riley! Taking a glance at the wall clock it reads 5:00 making me relax , still have time to see my butterfly before she leaves , I was so mad at her for leaving but I love her and I need to apologize..mom comes followed by Shawn and smiles

"Hey baby girl, how are you feeling?"

"Fine.. Can I get out of here?" 

"Sure , we just need to fill some paperwork and you'll be free ,kid " He smiles and my mom nods

"Does Riley know I'm here?" Shawn's eyes widen

"Nope" he gulps

"I need to see her , can you call her"

"Baby girl, she's gone" Tears run down my face even tho I'm still processing what my mother said

"But she's supposed to leave till 8:00"

"Yeah she left yesterday " Dad looks at my mom

"What?" I choke out

  "Maya you passed out all day" I want to run and scream but my legs are weak and my throat is dry

"Leave me alone"

-" But baby g-"

-" I want to be alone!....please" Dad nods and takes mom out with him .

Riley is gone- I think over and over drifting me to sleep maybe tomorrow will be better.