unwaited love

when a kiss changes everything

So after all what happened before it was the end of the first half of the year and i told him next class sit next to me he was like okey i will and then we went down for the break but after few minutes we went back to class and he said he totally forgot that he would sit next to me i got so angry about that so i just sat next to another girl instead it was in front of him , after that the teacher got busy over something and everyone was like talking and laughing  , the girl who sat next to franshisco stood up and went straight to her friends and left him alone , only then he told me to come next to him but i refused (obviously) . then i want to laugh around with some classmates and started taking pictures , at that exact time the second i wanted to take a selfie a guy tried to kiss me but i removed my head as soon as i felt his lips coming closer towards me and so franshisco got so mad at me after that and he didn't want to talk to me for the rest of the day until the next day where i posted a story on my snapchat account saying i succeded my  TOEFL preparation class addmission and he send me congrats i was like thank you and then i started asking him what was exactly wrong....long story short ; he said " i wanted you to be mine but i see someone else enjoying what i want to have and besides that , seeing my bestfriend who should be a good and clean girl being kissed by whoever is not pleasing and that his bestfriend don't do that " i asked him for forgiveness pointing that if he didn't forget about me sitting next to him none of this would happen 

And yah we got over that too and so i started to evolve feelings for him , but the thing is i never forgot about him i've always loved him , once i catched those feelings i couldn't let him go i felt he is the one . and finally two guys wanted to date me but i said no to both of them because the only one i really wanted was simo , to be honest one of them was hella cute he was kinda like that thai singer called kamikaze but i just couldn't accept him becaue my heart is only for franshisco and no one else beside him 

THEN AND FUCKING THEN FRANSHISCO said he liked someone and that he had a crush , i was like are you fucking kidding me because i was like who the hell is this girl again i really felt like is it going to happen again ? am i reall gonna suffer while he loves another girl ?

 i felt down for a moment but then i decided imma brace my self and write him something to tell him that he is my crush and i've loved him all the way to where we are that time , i really gathered all the courqge and wrote him like five pages that i had to translate because it was in english , anyways after he knew i noticed he wasn't that happy about it which made me feel like damn it girl just stay okey through that too oker ? and whenever he wanted to tell me who his crush was i really wasn't ready to hear who it was so i was so angry whenever he tried to tell me 

But suddenly one night while texting each other he texted me who his crush was 

i wasn't happy nor sad , i was more of like so shocked like why the hell ? how the hell ? how could she be his crush ? that easly ? 

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. HEEEEEY THERE AGAIN so as you see a second chapter on the same day !! wanna know who franscisco's crush is ? keep up with tomorrow's chapter !!! LOVE YOU GUYS