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ethan's pov
the coffee grounder is too loud
is that woman looking at me?
why is she looking at me?
i need to calm down
breathe in, breathe out
nope not working
she's still looking at me
i feel my heart beat quicken
no, not now. i can't have an anxiety attack here
my palms become sweaty and i suddenly feel nauseous
don't panic
it's getting harder to breathe
i try to find my phone
where's my phone
found it
i dial y/n's number and look up
the lady is still staring at me
pick up y/n. pick up
she answers "hello?"
i can't force any words out
"i'm on my way. stay calm, ethan"
i hang up and put the phone down
the lady is still looking at me
the coffee grounder is so loud, it feels as if its screaming in my ear
it becomes the only thing i can hear
i feel my hands tremble and try to hide them
a person bursts through the door. i force myself to look and see y/n running over to me
she immediately hugs me and whispers "shhh it's okay"
i can still feel that lady staring at me
y/n seems to notice "do you want to leave?"
i nod quickly and grab my jacket as y/n leads me out of the door and away from that staring lady and that loud coffee grounder
we both sit in the back seat of her car as she let's me cry
i cry and cry, blubbering about the lady and the coffee grounder
she nods and rubs my back, soothing me
i eventually stop crying. my heart slow down and i can breathe again
i'm back to normal in no time because y/n is my anxiety reliever and she knows it
i lean in and kiss her as she kisses back
she's also my beautiful girlfriend and she knows that too
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