cameron
it's been two days since what happened and i've finally built up enough courage to go talk to her about it. i know...i'm a pussy but i did want to give her space. who wouldn't want space after seeing their best friend making out with someone she has feelings for. now this isn't me being cocky when i say she has feelings for me, leah came and told me all about what she's said about me and man i'm the biggest asshole to walk this earth.
maybe things haven't changed from high school.
i sigh before reading the sign on her door.
'if there are any packages, please leave them in the shed. thank you.'
fuck, i missed my chance. i pull out my phone and start calling leah.
"cameron?" she questions.
"where's rosie?" i calmly ask.
"how am i supposed to kn-ohh, she's gone back to her dad's house. she's been talking about it for the longest time."
"thanks." i quickly say before hanging up.
she disgusts me, but not as much as i disgust myself.
rosie
next day
"i can come stay with you!" matt exclaims causing me to jump up and down in excitement.
"oh my god, it'll be like having sleepovers every night!" i laugh as i take a lick out of my ice cream.
"but maximum i'll stay is 2 months, i can't take up all the space in your house." he says.
"stay for however long you want, vanessa and i don't give a shit." i say causing him to laugh as we sat down on a park bench.
"i get so annoying and clingy though!" he whines.
"trust me, you stay for however long you need and i'll be fine with it!"
"this is why you're my best friend." he chuckles as he pulls me into a hug.
"fuck me." i quietly say.
"woah, we're only best friends!" he says pulling away from the hug.
"not you asshole," i say, giving him a light slap on the arm, "look over there."
he turns and looks across the road until his eyes landed on cameron.
"you want me to go beat his ass?" matt asks.
"there will be no ass beating!" i laugh, "what the fuck is he doing here though?"
"maybe he's just visiting?" matt says.
"ugh i don't even know anymore. it's like he's everywhere. one day out of nowhere, after years, he just pops back up out of nowhere. and now he's back home at the same time." i sigh.
"do you want to leave?" he asks.
"i'm fine, i'm over him anyway." i shrug.
i watched him- the way he confidently moved with pride, how the wind perfectly pushes his hair back, how he looks good in sweatpants, t-
matt interrupted my thinking, "you're over him, huh?"
"i am trust me." i say, not being able to take my eyes off of cameron.
"you may be the worst damn liar i've ever met, rosie." he laughs.
i laugh with him-knowing that, that was completely false.
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what a shite day but i hope you enjoyed this chapter
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